How killing your Karma can save your Life
People are probably going to be pissed at me forever.
I guess it's my karma for killing Karma.
It was more of an accident than a homicide.
Sometimes things occur outside of our control.
Maybe that was Karma's karma.
For always poking her nose into other people's business.
Trying to establish balance everywhere she goes.
Well what if sometimes things aren't perfect?
What if by people being aware of karmic laws they are throwing everything out of order?
Like by picking up that extra trash on the beach because you thought you should , you saved a sea bird, but that sea bird would've been food for a shark, which instead had to eat a baby seal.
You just killed a baby seal.
But you're all like my karmic conscience is clear.
The point is that we have no idea what the result of our actions will be.
The law of cause and effect is ineffable but the actual result is very much outside of our control.
The threat of karmic adherence is that we begin to act based on the expectation of results.
As our actions are increasingly motivated by the prospect of benefit they become impure and unnatural.
I don't need reminding of my actions and their effect on my life and those around me.
My life is evidence enough.
You want to know what my Karma looks like?
A man in his prime manifesting his reality.
And it's not because of all my good deeds.
In fact a lot of my past is filled with anything but black and white history.
Most of it has been done with nobody's intentions in mind but my own.
Yet those colorful experiences have brought me to where I am today.
Living life. Redeeming my Karma.
I'd hate to think who or where I would be if I was always considering the karmic implications.
I'd probably be pretty indecisive. Or alternatively, decisively conservative.
No one wants to be around boring and predictable.
The last thing she wants is to watch you waste your life away in her honor.
Living less because you think she'll give you more.
She doesn't work like that.
She's much less forgiving than Karma.
Karma is somewhere else for now.
She is waiting. Just as Karma.
Do you want to be with Life?
The one that has been there and is with you this very moment?
Or do you want to wait and settle for Karma?
And be subjected to her conditions and evaluation for the rest of your existence?
Killing her might have been a bit extreme but that's my Karma not yours.
