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I feel sick as I drag myself out of bed. This day has been bad, That can't get me out of my job. I want to vomit.

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When you say you miss me, in a weird way, it feels good. I miss you too and wish we didn't have to miss each other. However, it's nice to know that you miss me. You don't say that very much...

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A light flutter Something feels wrong Are you okay? Did something happen. I want to see you.

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I'm sitting in the dark.

I haven't studied even one word.

This is why I can't stand myself.

But you know it's all self-inflicted.

Everything that has happened to me

I did to myself.

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I never knew that I could be strong until I met you. And you never knew that I could be weak until you loved me.

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If God created us to test us,

then what a cruel and sadistic God he is.

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I don't understand the whole "wishing better for myself" thing.

There's only you.

There was, and will be, only you.

I cannot even fathom letting myself feel something positive for me.

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The dilemma

I need the money

But I need to treat you

You deserve something for valentines day.

Oh but I need the money.

I'm sorry honey.