#wordsbyanna

[wordsbyannalynne-blog]

Her.

We all know her

We know  her smile

We know her eyes

We know the way she tries and tries

And tries ….

A heart too big for one person,

So she desperately searches for that one

That one who will help her lift the burden

The burden of being too loving of a person

She reaches out, wears her heart on her sleeve

Because she has a feeling that this time, he won’t leave

Only …

She’s wrong.

So, so, wrong.

It’s always the same

Sweet words and fun times

Trusting fully and and thinking maybe

Maybe …

She’s good enough, he’ll stick around

Buy her gifts and take her out on the town

Shout from the rooftops,

She’s my woman now!

Now …

She’s alone again.

She isn’t his woman, and he isn’t her man

Now … they’re just memories of each other.

Memories too sweet to forget but too painful to remember

A funny contradiction, this thing is

A funny contradiction that isn’t funny at all

Because why?

Why?

Why?

Why can’t I be loved the same way I want to love you?

We all know her.

We know her sad smile

Her fake smile

Her damaged smile

Her smile that isn’t really a smile at all.

We know her tired eyes

Her tearful eyes

Her fearful eyes

Her eyes that see everything she wishes she couldn’t.

We know the way she tries

The way she tries to always be happy for others

The way she tries to ignore the sound of her hurt breaking

The way she tries to not give up hope

The way she tries not to hate those who hurt her

Because her heart is too big.

Too big to think about herself.

We all know her.

I am her. 

[comerpwithme]

✼

ARI, my love, my darling. I've known since social, which was, holy shit -- like, a...really...long time ago...? And that's so, so long. I've known you for a while and I know you're like twenty minutes away from me and it pisses me off that I can't just go and kidnap you for a day and just have fun okay but maybe one day -- though, like, with your consent, I promise I won't actually kidnap you. You are so, so strong my darling. Honestly, I am amazed by how strong and talented you are at your age. I don't think I could have lived through half of the things you had to live through in that stupid fucking racist school of yours at your age and come out on top. I've been where you are emotionally, and I know what it's like, and it's why I admire you so much, my darling. It's crazy to think that you have to go through that, too, and I don't wish this pain on anyone, ever, and you don't deserve it at all, my love. You are a wonderful, wonderful person and a wonderful friend and a brilliant writer -- how in the world can you sit there and compliment my writing when you write like that, honestly? You've always been smart, you've been talented, and you've handled yourself with grace even when you wanted to cry because of all the people who were trying to put you down in your life, but knowing that you've managed to get at least slightly better in time makes me so, so happy and optimistic for your future. Because you're so important to me, darling, really, you're honestly such a beautiful person, and I can't imagine anyone ever thinking any differently. Thank you so much for sticking by my dumb face for so long even if I sometimes disappear from AIM, and thank you for being such a wonderfully brilliant person, and a role model far beyond your years. You're seriously badass, Ariana. Never forget that. ♥

[comerpwithme]

(*-*)(@_@)(^-^) (+_+) ($_$) ((ily always thanks for putting up w/ my shit and you're oh so talented))

fdskjflksajfksaljflsjf i love you a lot you're the best ok??? pls you made my day with this ilysm /)u(\

[ashleys1x1s]

!?ツ❤

!?- for an excited text

[Text: Elliot → Charlie] Char, you're not gonna believe this.[Text: Elliot → Charlie] I had an interview with somebody at this hospital that's much closer and pays better than the one I'm at, and well...I got the job!!![Text: Elliot → Charlie] I'm so happy, holy shit. We're going out to dinner tonight, alright? I'm paying.

ツ- for an envious text

[Text: Elliot → Charlie] Having a good time with Xander, I guess?[Text: Elliot → Charlie] Charlie, I'm fine. I was just asking. I'll see you tonight.

♥ - for a heartfelt text

[Text: Elliot → Charlie] Look, I just don't want you getting hurt, okay?[Text: Elliot → Charlie] You deserve the world, Charlie. I care about you a lot and you know that.[Text: Elliot → Charlie] I don't want to see you hurt again. He's an ass and you deserve so much better than him, I mean it.

[ashleys1x1s]

hey hey

First Impression: I was also intimidated by you because you wrote Allison so well. It made me wanna be a better Stiles, to be honest. But then you asked for my aim and I was like aye she's cool.

Truth is: Challiot breaks my heart but oblivious babies but also me smile because cute oblivious babies.

How old do you look: If your AIM picture is your actual picture (oh god this is awkward if it isn't) then 16-17 ish?? so basically your age!

Have you ever made me laugh: Yeah!

Have you ever made me mad: Nope.

Best feature: I also think you have super pretty hair tbh??

Have I ever had a crush on you: Nah!

You're my: Headcanon/AU buddy, aka I go to you with any headcanon/AU I see and I'm like "LOOK CHALLIOT."

Name in my phone: Don't have one!

Should you post this too?: If you would want to!

[comerpwithme]

hey hey hey

1. First impression: You were using the cutie FC that is Crystal Reed and you were so nice and talented and then I found out how old you were and I was like, nah. Not possible she's so much younger than me and still MILES more talented like wtf is this unfair world.

2. Truth is: the fact that you literally live like twenty minutes from me is SO UNFAIR you're so close and yet so far 3

3. How old do you look: omfg you look so young and tiny. younger than you are now for sure, but just, own it, bb.

4. Have you ever made me laugh: yes. you have funny stories about assholes and those are always the best lbh.

5. Have you ever made me mad: NO NEVER. why would anyone ever be mad at you

6. Best feature: does saying "your talent" count??? will i ever shut up about your talent?? probably not

7. Have I ever had a crush on you: i've had a crush on your big, fat talent if that counts

8. You’re my: good friend and one of the best writing partners i've ever ever had.

9. Name in my phone: it's "Ari ♥" just like that even with the heart emoji you're welcome

10. Should you post this too?: HAVE YOU?? probably i'm so far behind today

[comerpwithme]

daily reminder that ily cacee :-) you're so super sweet and i miss writing with youu, not gonna lie. i hope your sunday is going well!! to the moon and back, my kind-of-sort-of neighbor.

SWEETEST LIL PUMPKIN. ilysm i miss writing with you too we should 1x1 soon okay ily to the moon and back my precious little austin dweller ♥

[comerpwithme]

hello cacee I love you very much and you are so very talented, please don't forget it :-) your writing's always got me heart eyes and your positivity inspires me. thank you for being a light in my life on tough days dude

ari no stop omg you're the sweetest thing i do not deserve all your kind messages ever ilysm and take everything you just said x100 on my part, my lovely austin dweller ♥