how dare the gods give me the urge to write deep in my bones, but give me no ideas and only serve me more burn out

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how dare the gods give me the urge to write deep in my bones, but give me no ideas and only serve me more burn out
The best thing about being a writer is writing fanfic about your own OCs under the guise of writing practice
hitting my fucking head against the wall trying to write a fucking report for school.
ProTip: if you're not in school but do plan on eventually going back, write like one or two reports a years so those skill don't atrophy because I've been working on one paper for three weeks (we got an in class extension) AND IT'S FUCKING TERRIBLE.
Turns out I can't write a 5 page report on a topic that I picked
What really inspired me to write "Lovestruck Winter"; a story about a lesbian heart dr who goes home for christmas and falls in love with the mysterious bookstore owner who just moved into her small hometown; is at first i was really stoked about Happiest Season coming out the first year. I was happy to see my wife on screen being gay and shit.
And then "Single All The Way" came out on netflix and while i am absolutely in love with it, i watch it like 4-6 times a season, my lesbian side felt a little resentful that gay men got a really fun, happy gay christmas movie and it made me resent "Happiest Season". So i wrote Lovestruck Winter in hopes that one year we can just get a fun lesbian holiday movie with no homophobia in it
I know there’s a lot of AI talk in writers circles and I want to make it known that I will NEVER EVER EVER, gun to my head, never use AI in my creative process (or in my life in general).
So while I do not have butch4butch writings ready at this time. I do have a butch4tomboy story about a single mom who gets hot for teacher and really it’s a commentary about single moms in the Hispanic community and their entitled baby daddies(derogatory)
Now you may be asking yourself: why would you write about a stereotype? Well it’s a stereotype for a reason because I was the kid with a struggling single mom who had a kid with someone who turned out to be an entitled sperm donor.
Anyways it’s call ‘Strike a Prose’ and I still have to finish editing it, but only because I can’t release the ranchy wlw Christmas story I wrote yet because it’s summer
I know this is probably dumb, but does anyone else feel like when they receive a prompt it's like cheating a little? Like I know I still have to draft, come up with characters, motivations, all that, but like because I didn't have the 100% idea myself that all the hard work was done for me. I was given a prompt and then I wrote that prompt
Ive been wanting to write a lot of ‘hurt’ fics lately.
On an unrelated note i feel like a very dramatic 16-year-old again