Aug 14, 2025
I would love to be not depressed off my ass so i can write something other than bottom-tier effort-level izjo posts. I would love for my brain to function with the jumpstart it had pre-august/november again. Really missing producing quality paranatural literary analysis rn
#i generally track how stressed i am at any given time by the amount of izjo i am producing during that period. i do love them but ive#noticed i only think about them when i have absolutely nothing better going on. my 5 year plan concludes with me keeping them in a locket#in a locked safe at the back of my closet. that i never look at. because i’m busy working on projects I actually care about and make strong#work for.#it’s fun and all. but it’s not what makes me happy. or what i WANT to make me happy. shrug. idk#genuinely i hate not taking things seriously. it’s one of my biggest pet peeves. goofballposting about a rarepair is fun in the moment but#its not how i enjoy conducting myself#idk what im trying to say here. maybe im still expecting using this blog to feel normal again