what if i just complain abt work here bc i feel like i complain too much on twt and honestubly this acct is mostly just to see me frends blogs and artists who i cant find on twt
also i forgot how to do a readmore on mobile so yall gonna see all of this until i login on my comp
nothing bad happens at work like no ones mean to me, everyones super swell and nice, i told my supervisor she reminded me of my kids when she told me her string of thoughts and she WHEEZE laughed, like ??? they chill peeps ??? i just hate the Work but and the amt of small talk i have to do to get by.....theres small talk done with kids too BUT small talk with kids is different yall its more interesting and theres no invisible pressure behind it.
and i kn o w you dont have to love what you do to get by but like it would Help. even bare minimum just Liking what i do would Help. summer camp was HELLISH but i got thru it bc i loved me kiddos and always looked forward to lunch bc less structure and also Id talk with my coteacher and he was funny.
the only thing i like abt this gig is the occasional free lunch and bfast, good coffee, and the 15 min or less commute....and the fact tht im parttime and i get to LEAVE during daylight....
this is what i get for just blindly saying yes.
also tho idk what id like to get into if not this gig...cos right now big main focus is paying my credit card bill and school loans and i /could/ do it if i just taught afterschool like i have been doing but id be getting by just /barely/ which means ill be living at home for longer. which means ill never hear the fucking end of it from the parentals. And the “if u dont find a fulltime gig youre gonna have to pay rent or st” arguement comes back up and after loans and my own bills i wouldnt have enough left over so thats a nice nightmare
i could go back to school and get a masters or st in education but like im not even sure about teaching ?? like i like these kids n being w them but i cant stop thinking abt Potential Debt and tht stresses me out like i dont have money...i thot about scholarships but my grades were Not Good like i barely got out
??? thanks for reading this far if u got this far???
I get that it isn’t easy to work if your kid’s home from school and childcare can be expensive but my goodness stop sending them in sick. It breaks my heart seeing my preschoolers coming in clearly unwell and just wanting to be home so they can rest—we send them back home of course, if possible, but it’s to the point where parents give their kids meds so they “don’t have a fever” so they can get the kids into the school doors but (A) they’re still not feeling well, (B) they’re still contagious, and (C) they’re getting other kids (and teachers) sick!! We care for your kids so so much and keep them safe and happy each day. We need that to be a team effort!!
A patient told me today that he is 1450 years old. I know he has dementia, but there is always a little voice in my head going 'yeah, you might as well be over a 1000 years old.'
Also, I will never be over the sound of my preschoolers’ voices when they see me come into class. I am proud of the bond I’ve created with each of them. It makes a difference how we make people feel—especially the young, growing people who are newer citizens of the world and are discovering who they are and how they can be the best versions of themselves.
Also hi hello we took our preschoolers on an outing today and I was so happy and proud of them for doing so well!! And getting out of school was just lovely! My lil babies love nature and they’re so inquisitive and they learned some new, big-for-them words like “chickadee” and “ducklings”