#worstandbest

[jewelwitch20]

The truth XD

[worstandbest37]

So sorry I missed you.

Hey everyone out there in the digital world. So, a long, long time ago, I decided to start this blog that would just be the cat’s pajama’s, and a relatively interesting project to work on (it was required for one class or another, and I had to have a certain amount of posts in order to pass, etc. etc. etc.). However, as happens to most online aspiring autors, I got side tracked by shiny life things outside of the digital realm. 

Fast forward 10+ish years or so and I find myself here-- the shiny life things all went away, or, rather, MORPHED. Maybe I’ll drop a sarcastic quip or so about that as we go. The thing is that I’ve always loved writing (in fact, my undergrad’s in English), and I’ve always really thought this was a compelling concept I can really get behind so I never wanted to close the site down completely, but finally I’ve decided, you know what? Fuck it. I’m going to do something with it. I’m not going to promise it is going to be this epic thing (I suspect some of my posts might be utterly banal, silly, or irreverent, and I ASSURE you that they will run the gamut from deeply profound to absolute inanity) that I thought it would be (or would have become by now had I actually even ever TRIED to put some effort into it), but it will be a sincere account of my musing, my thoughts, and my account of things that are either bad, good, or, in some cases, perhaps just more of an objective “huh” note. 

I will try to post daily, but since I am an admitted commitment-phobe I will merely promise to post as close to 7 days-ish that I can. 

Oh-- and feel free to drop a comment. I understand that by taking a stance on ANYTHING puts you in the firing range of opposing opinions and perhaps some adversity- I have it tattooed in Arabic on the back of my neck for jenkie’s sake- but that’s okay. I’m always up for a good debate. This is how we grow and this is how we learn. At least I know that’s true for me anyways.   

Oh- and one more Oh: since it’s been a min, here’s the most recent picture, so you know who it is that’s on the other side of this virtual connection.

Bam.

~Viv.

[raikodiary]

Worst and Best Lover

There are times when I just wanna kill him for who he is and there are times that I just wanna kiss him all day for exactly who he is but I guess that’s what you call love. There are things we hate and love about a person and those things keeps us on our toes. He’s over-protectivness, snobbish at times, easily irritated and edgy when-we-go-out side makes me hate him cause it is so irritating and irrational sometimes that it gets to the point where I think that it’s better if we live apart but I can’t say that I blame him for who he is I mean I’m not perfect nor am I like the girls he used to date. My taste are different, I do random and weird shit, I’m not girly, I’m one of the bros, I talk too much, I’m dominant and I repeat the same question 10x before I’m satisfied just to be very sure - so I can’t blame him for who he is cause he can’t blame me for who I am but for who he is, is exactly the reason why I’m head-over-heels for him. He’s sweet, he’s funny, he’s gentle, he’s kind, he’s caring, he tries to give and treat me like a queen cause he’s my king (Even though I hate to be a queen cause I’d rather be a king -_-), he thinks of me, he’s techy, he’s a nerdy gamer, he’s a bad boy but a good boy too, he’s hot and he knows more things in the house than I do. As for me, I know he know’s I will give, do and give-up everything for him. I will also fight for him, care for him, think about him, love him and make him smile as much as I can cause it’s him that I want. I will stay with him as long as I can and we both know that we want forever. He may not be perfect but he’s perfect for me. They say you shouldn’t revolve your world around a man but I say it’s okay if he’s doing the same thing,  I hope he is doing the same thing. I’m not doubting he’s loyalty and honesty but you’ll never know unless the other person say it sincerly. Anyways that’s it. Nyty nyt.