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que musica vc ta completamente viciada no momento ?

Y/V : dreezy ft jeremih *-*

Não foi dessa vez baby - talvez baby - nossa, é você.

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🌴 + loura

Y/V : :)

Rebloguei baby

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Something Faded Only When My Heart Was Dead

Weather: Sunny

BGM: 原谅-张玉华

Mostly I find out my illness just these days that I’m afraid to be involved into a closest relationship. I know I was kind of nerd for a long time but I truly believe it’s a mental illness now.

I appreciate all the days you share with me, a nerd with serious mental illness and even being unaware of all of it himself, which can be the most happiest days of my college life, I swear to God. It’s hard, I know that. I can imagine how my words hurt you and how I ignored your real need. Really SORRY for all of that stupid things I ever did, wittingly or unwittingly.

Your jokes seem always to be true that I cannot figure out what’s words and what’s jokes. I’m happy when you are happy and delight but I’ll hate myself when you’re annoyed because of being with me. To be honest, I hardly cried out every time you explained to everyone that we are not couples, but I didn’t. You told me to solve this out, which I don’t know is a joke or you are serious because you always said that when heard the rumors. I choose to believe that you really mean it. So I’m really sad, to be more exactly, my heart is broken.

I want to cry but I can’t, which reminds me of what my mom said when she gave away my cat to my grandpa once that ”There will always be a cry after a departure”.

I clearly know that you are not that into me a long time ago, of which you had told me before. Maybe I’m just unwilling to believe it and maybe I just can’t let it go. But I still like you now, even in the recent future. I just don’t want to hurt you again and don’t want to see the annoyance on your face. I did not believe the story that “I’ll leave you because I love you” will happen in the real life before but now I do. Just have peace days like you ever did, without me and the troubles I have ever bring into you.