#wreckednervous

[becuzitisbitter]

You won't ever get too far from me

[girthcrisis]

Best friends means...

[girthcrisis]

I had a dream that it was the present and Emily wasn't dead. It was a bad joke and she was okay. We saved her. I'm so fucking tired of everything feeling so bad. I'm so fucking tired.

[another-brown-grrrl-gone]

the summer hurts.

[another-brown-grrrl-gone]

Sometimes I wish there is an afterlife so I could kick it with you again. Gold hoops in our ears, baja freezes in our hands, and 40ozs in the drink holders, we'd cruise around blasting Biggie and Salt N Pepa, laughing at dudes and squeaking every time we'd see a dog, gleaming gold-brown in the summerlight, always wanting to dance and swim, talking discourse til the sun goes down and cuties til the sun comes up‎.

[buffyplayswithdemons]

there was a new barista at the cafe i usually go to her voice and speech patterns were so close to yours and omg i started crying it was so stupid i need to heal

[buffyplayswithdemons]

your ability to love is immense i’m so fuqqing lost without you

[buffyplayswithdemons]

i took myself to the rose garden to stand in the sun and then i took myself to the campus courtyard to read in the sun then i walked a bit over to the cement courtyard across the street to type this up all in the sun i don’t get enough glow & warmth and i’m really sad right now, so i need it very much i need to start on my schoolwork & studying soon but i’m glad i took the time to be outside today i feel a little less close to death today but i’m wondering why i never took you to the rose garden