#wrintings

[artbystedi]

Flicker and Lie

Dark cold silent whispers She beckons, a summon Ghostly fingers across my shoulders Down my neck and my spine Until my steps quicken and hasten

Daughter, daughter Run faster Escape drags me deeper Bow back as my leash snaps tighter

She laughs, a summon Eyes follow retreats Rolling over my skin Instead of sockets

Pale in the window pane A face I never catch But I know it How it stares and leers and gleans

Daughter, daughter I hide my body She slides up against me She nips at my heels She combs my hair Longing for me to look Yet never staying long enough

Daughter, daughter She beckons, a summon I chant against her Dark, mere dark A feeling, a feeling, a feeling But I run and run Eyes wide open blind Watching to trip and fall and dive

Daughter, daughter My mother, deathless caregiver Fear created me From fear I am born To fear I am lost

- stedi

[kittagossips]

Hmm so I'd repeatedly allow you in again, Everytime,even if you showed me how toxic you're for me,even if all signs clearly converged to the fact that you don't care, It's like you also want to prove something, it's like you'd shoot me ,I'd recover and hand back the loaded gun. I'd allow you to eat my insides and poison my brain to the point where it literally felt like it was going to explode. I'd tell you about my problems only to hear that you understand but Don't have the time for shit like that cause you're too tired. you'd say that you were busy but I'd find you online during your worktime and my texts and calls unanswered. I'd put aside anything I was doing to answer your texts and calls, and hear about your problems, trying to solve things together. But when it was my turn you were never there which lead me to a point where I'd rather keep everything inside. I could feel like I was only a damn backup ,take out of your pockets when you needed me and putting me back there when you got other people around you. You've cause severe hurt to my now,stone cold heart. So, I write things like this to try and ease the pain ,calm the demons inside of me and make it to sunrise. //• #love #paints #wrintings #instagood #grunge #grungeaesthetic #nightigers https://www.instagram.com/p/Bl0u_EClSdj/?igshid=oxefhc1z95s4

[madz-given]

Today has already been a multitude of emotions. I feel like I’ve lived 3 lives in one day, all of which were over before I could figure out what was going on, and now I’m left with no standing in reality.

Anxiety

[sale-punk]

You tell me looks matter but when we are eighty

sitting on a porch with our husbands

you will say

“Look at my husband , he was once a great beauty”

I will say

“Look at my husband, he is so beautiful. See how he makes me laugh”

[httpsash]

And it has been said that it is at 3 AM, when you’re crying into your pillow, gasping for air, swearing your lungs are going to burst into a billion pieces, that’s when you miss him the most. But sometimes, it’s Thursday morning, you’re running late and your coffee spilled over his favorite shirt of yours, and suddenly you miss him and don’t know how to keep afloat.

He loved Thursday mornings. (via httpsash) Nov 11, 2014/ 11:13 PM

[le-polaris]

You're stronger than caffeine. You keep me wide awake at 12:41 am. You cause me a certain kind of high which drives me nuts and keeps me sane at the same time.

-March 13, le-polaris

[swellwindow]

them

breaks my heart everytime, seeing dirty cats everywhere

no one wanna touch them

no one loves them

i wanna be with them

a part of them

them

[inhale-lies]

You're welcome too, if you want to stay

A secret Place (Megadeth)