I wanted to be seen until you saw me. Wanted to know your heart until it spoke. I wanted you to paint me until you did. I didn't recognize me until then. You ask me questions I don't like to answer. I don't like thinking about how those answers even exist. Questions about where and when and whom and how. Most especially how. There's more steps involved and they're always leading up. I climb higher and I grow weaker. Weakening king of the mountain. Invulnerable pauper of the below. Ignorance is all I know. This bliss of a slumbering kiss. Where are you and when? When will you be again? Were you ever at all?












