#writerslanguage

[jaythegent]

2019 has taught me that for many, the “bare minimum” is their maximum then wonder why things don’t work out to its fullest potential.

You have to do what you do / give what you give / sow what you sow and love what you love,

W E L L .

Give it your 100%.

If you’re stretched, then give 100% of what you have left, but please, no more of “just enough”.

You’re greater than that... I know you are.

Go Higher and dig deeper..

You owe yourself that. 💯

[jaythegent]

Dear Future Wife..

Let me talk to you—

Be who you were built to be.

I can’t afford to get in the way of your process or your provision. Yes, you have your OWN destiny to chase and I don’t need to be in the way, prolonging your fulfillment because of my selfish desires..

You are Gods’ first, before you are mine so you must remember that no matter how much we love each other, I will never be in a position to usurp His instruction as we move forward..

*sigh*

..and don’t worry,

God is not concerned about your biological clock you keep track of. He will give you every year you THINK you’ve lost back, and add them within our marriage, so let that go.

God knows when it’s our time, and He’s never wrong..

Love For Life,

ME.

[jaythegent]

W H O L E P E A C E

Some of you will never have Peace, until you’ve collected all the “pieces” you’ve given away to everyone else. You’ve allowed so many to have access to you, and out of your giving spirit, you’ve reaped some bruises.

You can always tell when you’ve left a part of yourself somewhere, (present or past) when whatever or whoever you’ve given it to, always has easy access points to stroll back in your life, even when you don’t know why or how..

About time you start taking back what is meant for you, and sometimes the best way to start, is to STOP letting everyone invade your sacred space.

Pull out and pull yourself back together again; God doesn’t just want you Healed, but wants you

W H O L E.

#BeHealedAndBeWhole

•JKelley

[jaythegent]

#DearFutureWife,

I’ve envisioned us this way, many a time.

NO, this is not on a wedding day.

(Passed that)

NO, this isn’t on a special occasion.

(You are what’s special)

BUT THIS, is simply me...looking in the eyes, of the one whom I’ve prayed for.

I don’t want to only look at you this way, when I’m trying to make up when I may have been wrong, and trying to make things right..

I don’t want to only look at you this way, when making love to your body and soul is my sudden priority for a day either, but this is me practicing how to express to you my love, without saying a word. This may seem a little awkward and humorous in the beginning, but the longer we stand and see eye to eye, the better we’ll stand side by side.

You are the eyes that direct me from cautionary situations and your gaze can even diffuse the emotions I may have brewing on the inside..

YOU MY LOVE, is why I love, and this is one of my ways of transferring it to you. I hope you feel what I feel, in its purist way. I know you’re not in front of me at this very moment, but every so often when I daydream, this look is what I have when you come to mind..

Yes, I am focused when I think of you.

Yes, I know your presence will make a difference in my future, and THIS is what it feels like even now..

I may not be a knight in shining armor, but for you?

I am ready for war..

Victory is upon us, the closer we get.

Forever, together, is the ultimate prize.

For US,

JAMES.

[jaythegent]

S L O W I T D O W N

We gotta slow down. Why are we always rushing everywhere we go, and expedite our visits with people? What is it that we're missing out on so much that we no longer care to enjoy where we going?

Why we rush to be married but don't know how to first be a friend..

Why do we wanna be promoted but don't care to even finish the work initially on your list..

Why do you feel obligated to have everything you want but don't how to work for it?

So many questions and we move too fast to reveal any answers....

Enjoy this life you have. Don't wait until the end of it to look back on only a handful of memories and moments you allowed yourself to have.

[jaythegent]

Prayer Time! [#2]

⚜️A Friendships prayer⚜️

Father, I know it’s not always easy to see through the many facades and perfected poker faces many have, so I ask that with your help, you make me aware of who is in my sacred space.

Help me to appoint those who only YOU give the consent for. Help me to learn that those who are meant to be temporary in my life, are in fact NEEDED, and they come with lessons I need to learn • answers to the questions I’ve asked you for even, and that temporal encounters can be appointed by you.

Teach me how not to demonize someone for being different • for disagreeing with my views and standards • for holding me accountable, (knowing I asked for you to send those who would), and because they won’t settle with my procrastination.

Thank you Lord, for not only those who you send my way and to connect with, but for those who you’ll have me to sever from in the same process.

Hold me,

as I cut ties with those who I have a history with • who I may of had relations with even • with those who we mutually promised never to leave, but ultimately now have to let go of. I thank you God, for setting my friendships up, for success.

Have us to all win, who’s been through the rain..

🔹JKelley

In Jesus Name.

Amen

[jaythegent]

It’s Worth It In The End; It’s Worth It FOR Your End..

I thank God for the rain.

Where there's rain, there's growth.

Where there's growth, there’s maturity,

Where there's maturity, there’s patience

Where there’s patience, there’s understanding

Where there’s understanding? There’s security.

Where there’s Security? There’s Assurance.

Where there’s assurance? There’s Peace.

So grow. Mature. Be Patient. Learn to Understand. Become Secure within what you know. Find rest assured, and peace will last longer in the process.

It’s all obtainable, but you just have to quit fighting against the storm and find its treasures after it’s over. The rainbow is a sign that it is worth it after all. 🌈

📌JKelley

[jaythegent]

Lord, this represents me.... Edgy.

You know that to many, I may be a sight to see, and several of them would love to take a close look... But as you already know, if one happens to come close enough, I could cut them. 😞 I want to be MORE than just appealing to the eye, and also less dangerous to a connection. I know you don’t make mistakes Lord, so that just inundates me with why I feel the way that I do.. I know you’ve said that we could speak to the mountain and it would move but, why is it that I always seem to fall right in the way of what’s best for me.. Help me to see me, like YOU see me. Have me to be just as wonderful to those who “view” me, as I am to you. I don’t want to continue to hurt anyone because of my humanity; I may look like a sight to see, (☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾) but help me to behold...

..ME.