#written abrasions

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12/19/21

8:03 am

Your soul is like magic on my skin !

Let’s just start with that and stay there and feel those words for a while

Your soul

Is

Like

Magic ..

On my skin !!!!

I never thought I could love again like this

Write again like this

Never thought I could feel again

Like this …

You excite something deep within me

And I don’t just mean when you go deep inside my vagina walls either

I love you so much I always wanna get nasty with you

I wanna et you touch all the parts of me that I had forgotten about

Every day I love you more and more

Every day I fall more in love

Some days my loves turns into lust and I

Want you to wax the non existent dust off this p_ssy

I don’t mean to be vulgar but I

And I …

I got a thing for you

A thing so deep that’s I want to do with you all that things that really freak … nasty and porn Star people do

I constantly want to be your fantasy

I want to soothe you

Soothe you and feed your soul in ways you didn’t even know existed

I focus on you

I f-ck with you like for real for real like

I f-ck with you heavy

Like next lifetime type of heavy

Like

Next wifetime type of heavy

You confirm everything I think about love is true over and over again

To know a love like yours makes me want to love you so much more

Do so much more

Be kind , patient and understanding towards you so much more.

Thank you for loving me

And like I told you before I Love the shit out of you too !

C.S.BLANDSHAW

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Thursday 12/9/2021

7:38 am

Often in the mornings I wake up for you .

The universe makes me catch the sunrise because it knows it’s your favorite thing to do .

It’s like In my sleep God prepares me for you

I’ve been waiting for someone who feels one with my skin like you do

Some days I feel my whole existence is absorbed in you

You intoxicate me constantly keeping me high with word and thought

I arouse myself when you’re not here

It always feels like you’re right here

Breathing with me

Seeing me

Feeling me

Loving me

Touching me

Kissing me

F*cking me

I feel you

Like last night

As if you are still

F*cking me

I can literally feel you glazing over my skin with your eyes as you hold my hips and f*ck me

Love is such a passionate thing

Between us anyways

It’s as if every time I think about you I exhale into your mouth and I feel your soul come out

I inhale you

You lay me down and inhale me

You penetrate me

I envelope you

This has to be a fantasy

The kind that last forever though

To think all this time I been going through people just to get to you

It’s like the universe perfectly perfected you just for me

He tells you what to say and do just for me

He makes you feel like home time and time again just for me

The universe loves me so much

He gave me some one

Just for me …

Because he wanted me to feel whole and at home during my stay here .

Thank you ❤️

With you I feel whole

Sometimes you never know you need something until you find it

*smiles*

Xoxo CSB

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Stop letting people try to force their agendas on you .

This is your life !

- C.S.BLANDSHAW

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Be mindful of who you share your dreams with .

- C.S.BLANDSHAW

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I try not to get my feelings involved but it seems like all I do is get my feelings involved It's like I still can't let go of you To give someone a PEICE of you Like I gave you me Organically I turned into a monster because I felt like a failure when I could not heal the part of you that was broken And you .. You turned into a monster when you healed the part of you that was broken Drifted off and left Parted like Red Sea never to see the tears stream down my eyes day after day I see you and it jabs me in my heart in the place where I thought the bandaid couldn't be broken anymore Soul provoking I am now in your frequency like while you create magic you make my heart stop As like life for you causes me to die inside I don't know why I just wanna heal In air I hear you In breath I see you In reality .. you sneak in the crevice like morning dew in air Foggy yet very remember ant of the the light I feel my heart cry for you with each thought My heart listens carefully to the sound of your skin once pressed against mines My heart listens for forgiveness The things I could never say My heart listens For the truth you will never tell me My heart listens to still wonder how two people so capable could still be so incapable Of love What is it that we both feel I'm not sure if even now I understand. You latches latch on to me like lacerations through peeling skin How deep are we in ? Stop FUCKING THINKING ABOUT ME BECAUSE I am tired of thinking about you You confuse my heart with every break Your silence is likes screenshots inside my heart of memories I don't want to fucking remember Like who are you Like ... why are you Like why don't you Like we can't we Like . Like ... like! 3.19.17

C.S.Blandshaw

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Expect nothing , gain everything . 5/11/2016

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Have you ever?

Have you ever loved the soul of a person? Not the physical body , not even just their mind . I'm talking loving every crevice of a person so deep and so hard that your willing to love them until the fallen pieces in their heart become whole. That's how I love . Scary huh?!

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I got 7 books for $11.00 today. The price is not even the reason i’m overly happy although one of the books cost 50 bucks. I’m happy because the Law of Attraction constantly presents itself in my life! I wanted certain books and I got them. The positive thoughts I think manifest into reality CONSTANTLY ! For those who are having a negative life ,it’s your negative mind that’s the issue. Cut out the self doubt , the fear, the anger and just think happy thoughts….even in rough times. Watch your life transform and manifest into greatness. Every action /deed starts with a thought. If you want a positive life be positive , think positive , act positive,  speak positive , and surround yourself with such. DO NOT LET PEOPLE,PLACES, OR THINGS Dictate your life. Own your thoughts. Own your truth. Live your purpose. Speak and live in your reality. And with that said. The time to live …the time to change - all is now. Walk in your life’s purpose. Fullfill your passion. Accomplish your dreams. No matter how hard or how long it takes. No matter what anyone says never be dettered to give up! Love Is Love - Happy Monday!