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You’re the one thing I can’t erase .
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You’re the one thing I can’t erase .
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How the C.S.B. Renders the Names of God.
How the C.S.B. Renders the Names of God.
I recently had someone ask, “Did they censored out the tetragrammaton?” on one youtube. Sometimes folks get hung up on using Hebrew wherever it can be used. Sometimes folks would just like the Hebrew names of God used so they can tell better what is being said. For some it is a matter of heresy. For others it is more scholastic. I honestly don’t know anything about the person who asked the…
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If someone loves you enough they’ll do the work .
If someone chooses comfort over growth they’ll make excuses .
Clear vision breeds clear results !
Let’s see what happens a year from now .
C.S.Blandshaw
10/18
Writing should be private
Like between you and the space you feel safe to write in
Sacred
No sound
No drawn out thoughts of perfection
Rereading or grammar
Writing should be perfect and private with or without mistake
Nothing should question your genius
Your fluidity on paper is the bravest representation on you
Like the sun that appears repetitiously day in and day out
We shall write
Write for secret
Write for comfort
Write for bravery
Write for sanity
Write for love
Write for loss
Write to feel safe
Safety is always important
Probably just as important as love
Let’s throw tea parties to celebrate our organized unorganized sacred privatized love
Love of writing that is
A love affair that only a writer could understand
Sacredness that only those who come here to escape shall feel
We are meant to be felt
Unconsciously conscious
In secret
Behind several closed doors
Which we unlock with paper , pen , or finger tip and warm embrace
Just us and our thoughts uninterrupted by the world
No need for style and grace
Sometimes not even metaphorical bullshit
Just us
Pony tails , pj’s , coffee, and imaginary banana splits
Cigarettes in mind
Blowing smoke while we write
Vodka or whiskey in hand
Taking shots or slow sips while we type
We are self numbing yet self medicating at the same dammm time
So yes you owe it to us for our writing to be done in private
Because we need to ferment
Writers get better with time .
July 10 2018
5:20 AM
- C.S.BLANDSHAW
12/19/21
8:03 am
Your soul is like magic on my skin !
Let’s just start with that and stay there and feel those words for a while
Your soul
Is
Like
Magic ..
On my skin !!!!
I never thought I could love again like this
Write again like this
Never thought I could feel again
Like this …
You excite something deep within me
And I don’t just mean when you go deep inside my vagina walls either
I love you so much I always wanna get nasty with you
I wanna et you touch all the parts of me that I had forgotten about
Every day I love you more and more
Every day I fall more in love
Some days my loves turns into lust and I
Want you to wax the non existent dust off this p_ssy
I don’t mean to be vulgar but I
And I …
I got a thing for you
A thing so deep that’s I want to do with you all that things that really freak … nasty and porn Star people do
I constantly want to be your fantasy
I want to soothe you
Soothe you and feed your soul in ways you didn’t even know existed
I focus on you
I f-ck with you like for real for real like
I f-ck with you heavy
Like next lifetime type of heavy
Like
Next wifetime type of heavy
You confirm everything I think about love is true over and over again
To know a love like yours makes me want to love you so much more
Do so much more
Be kind , patient and understanding towards you so much more.
Thank you for loving me
And like I told you before I Love the shit out of you too !
C.S.BLANDSHAW
Thursday 12/9/2021
7:38 am
Often in the mornings I wake up for you .
The universe makes me catch the sunrise because it knows it’s your favorite thing to do .
It’s like In my sleep God prepares me for you
I’ve been waiting for someone who feels one with my skin like you do
Some days I feel my whole existence is absorbed in you
You intoxicate me constantly keeping me high with word and thought
I arouse myself when you’re not here
It always feels like you’re right here
Breathing with me
Seeing me
Feeling me
Loving me
Touching me
Kissing me
F*cking me
I feel you
Like last night
As if you are still
F*cking me
I can literally feel you glazing over my skin with your eyes as you hold my hips and f*ck me
Love is such a passionate thing
Between us anyways
It’s as if every time I think about you I exhale into your mouth and I feel your soul come out
I inhale you
You lay me down and inhale me
You penetrate me
I envelope you
This has to be a fantasy
The kind that last forever though
To think all this time I been going through people just to get to you
It’s like the universe perfectly perfected you just for me
He tells you what to say and do just for me
He makes you feel like home time and time again just for me
The universe loves me so much
He gave me some one
Just for me …
Because he wanted me to feel whole and at home during my stay here .
Thank you ❤️
With you I feel whole
Sometimes you never know you need something until you find it
*smiles*
Xoxo CSB