This is a very slightly narrated transcript of 3 short recordings, taking my dream journal entries and thoughts a bit further. [All narration will be in brackets] To truly appreciate my looniness I would suggest reading my long-winded Dreams series, the Schwarzenegger series, and my other dream and nightmare related posts, which you can usually tell by the themed cover pictures. For those caught up, things are beginning to sink - in like alcohol to a liver in my mind. I made these three short recordings, one immediately after another, after writing about my cousin's dream. I was in a weird calm state, unlike my usual leg - bouncing mode, and I spoke on the "tape" in a methodical, droning monotone, as if I was in a mental haze. My theories are starting to evolve since not taking my pill. Is that a positive, negative, or neutral decision, I wonder, as I am typing this. We shall see. I am safe. My safety i hide from no one. I am sound of mind; my mind merely resonates at a different frequency than most. My protective daughter vehemently wants me back on my pill. She thinks I am messing with things not meant to be questioned. Is there suck a fucking thing?! Yet she also thinks she hears Mr stumbling around and making recording at night through the basement vents. I may be painting an ugly picture of my condition, yet I immediately checked my phone, thinking of sleepwalking, and found no recordings. Just because I am mentally ill doesn't mean I always wrong. And my wife seems indifferent, yet I understand that could be for my benefit. She controls my pills and could attempt to re-administer the nightmare med surreptitiously out of care, love, and worry. Yet, get me whole-heartedly here folks, all my cognitive facilities are sound, I merely have different views than average society. That may make me considered crazy in the blind eyes of some, yet it doesn't make me mentally unsound. Now with that depressive disclaimer out of the way, let's get started. #writersofimstagram, #shadowlicious, #dreamsandnightmares, #writersnetwork, #writtenwork, #writtencommunity, #creativewriting, #writing, #randomness, #random, #mirakee, #nightmares, #dreams, #journal, #journaling,