what I want you to see
If you could see the lies I spread behind my own back If you could see my face when I scream someone else's name If you could say you loved me one more time would you If only I could change how I acted around my self would you stay I wish I could show the true self to you but I fear the domino affect I stand in disgrace with a smile on my face typing a love note in the dark If you could read the messages I delete would you stay I say how I love you but not to the face you know Could you see me now with the eyes of a lover or a hater
I wish I could tell you the truth but I don't know how to You would leave me in a heartbeat but I wouldn't mind to much Even though the words make me cry in my head when I think of you Could you maybe say the words to break this off but you love me and I you I would do anything for you to stay But I scream another's name in vain
May I want to show the world the real me The one whos hurting and lying to hide to stay safe If I cheat and scream and let the world walk over me does it mean I'm a failure What does it mean to be walked on for so long to hide the truth and not know The world is harsh and unforgiving but the lies have built up to much I want to show the world who I am but its full of lies as I scream another’s name in blissful vain.
I guess I don't want he world to se me for who I am. But I want you to kow I do love you. even when I scream another’s name

















