I saw your account on wattpad and I wanted to ask why the actual eff do you think it's okay to give so many rare issues to your oc? A RARE colon cancer, a RARE heart issue, him being super young and having arthritis and scoliosis?
How the hell is he not dead because if I were him, I'd be dead. You legit went through googling rarest things to have as a kid and then applied them to your OC. And you wonder why you don't have followers
TW: mentions of attempted KYSing
I- honestly I laughed when I saw your ask. You say you know my wattpad but obviously you don't know my history or else you would know why Lukuro has so many things wrong with him
Lukuro is me
The rare colon cancer? Familial adenomatous polyposis (FAP). I had my colon removed at 13 years old because I inherited the disease from my dad and let me tell you, its not fun being rare. Literally I had to travel every summer to.find a doctor who knew what to do when looking for polyps on my colon, which have spread to my stomach. Had I waited to 14 to.have my colon removed, the polyps would have turned cancerous
The rare heart issue? Patent ductus arteriosus (PDA). I was born with a hole in my heart and had to have surgery to fix the hole. I can't have CPR or be resuscitated or else the coil in my heart will move. I grew up practically sleeping all the time and now being able to be a normal kid because of my heart
Scoliosis? Guess what, I have it. I have it and I also have a 6th lumbar. I'm only 18. You know how much pain I'm in because my spine is messed up? Of course you don't because you wouldn't be here not knowing the history of my OC. I can't lay down without being in pain from my spine. Scoliosis was also a nickname I had in high school. My friend Shawn would call me it just to mess with me
Arthritis? I was diagnosed a couple years ago with Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis in my hands, knees, and ankles. I had to have a steroid shot in my right knee and left ankle. My doctor even said it was a good thing I took up cross stitch because it helped sooth the arthritis in my fingers
And to answer your question on how he's not dead? Because he's me. I have tried to overdose on pain killers because of all the shit I've had to go through and now I have a doctor who thinks there's an issue with my gallbladder. You don't know anything about me or the life I live. You don't know how.many times I woke up in the morning wishing I was dead. I have anxiety attacks going to the hospital, I have a fear that the anesthesia won't work on me and instead I'll be paralysed while doctors poke and pride my body
You don't know how many times I've been called a liar about these issues. And to top it all off, people keep saying that I'm just "conditioned" into thinking I'm autistic or adhd. They refuse to believe that I have a genuine issue inside my mind the affects me because how the hell could a single kid be so fucked up?
So you tell me how the hell am I not dead? Because I would gladly be dead instead of suffering through this body that is slowly killing me
