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iys-cloud

I just got. The single funniest dm I've ever received in my entire life

Characters in media fighting back against the mind control:

valarysstuff

Dysphoria is strong today ☹️

Reblog to kill the dysphoria in prevs head and heart.

probuccalfat

sherpas used to be treated like expedition partners that knew the land better than you because they were raised on it and now they’re treated like they are lowly disposable service workers setting up heated tents or spas for wealthy hikers who have no business on the mountain like they are collecting your nasty trash off one of the holiest and most sacred mountains in the world like do y’all understand that we see sagarmatha or mount everest as a living deity on earth while the rest of the world sees her as a conquest?

probuccalfat

locals of nepal hold the belief that your karma is the strongest as you reach the peak of sagarmatha and the mountain gives to you the spiritual energy you carry within yourself—benevolent or malevolent. you violate the spiritual sanctity of the mountain with your trash and your hubris. you disrupt the spirits that have long dwelled there. if you must summit sagarmatha, it isn’t and shouldn’t ever be from a place of bragging rights or bucket list goals but as a spiritual journey to connect with the spirit of nature at its most powerful.

nature-nerd-sarah

crossposting this meme from a discord server lol

jenroses

Weirdly, the more bored and resigned I sound about getting a medical thing checked out the more efficiently they check it out. Like, "Hi, I have had 4 pulmonary emboli and I'm having leg pain which is probably not a clot but I'd feel very stupid if it was and I didn't get it checked out."

ER doctor: you mean if I just send you for a leg ultrasound right now and it's clear you'll leave?

Me, picking up my book: yeah, I'm just gonna read until we get it done

Fastest ER visit ever (it was not in fact a clot but I sure would have felt dumb if it had been)

Or, "hey so this test result came back weird and so I think we have to rule out a benign pituitary tumor."

The more specific I get with what I need the faster they order tests. For the RA diagnosis it was, "hey this is probably some weird post viral arthralgia but could we do an arthritis panel since I've got 27 affected joints?"

If the doctor says something dismissive or they don't know, I ask for them to refer me to someone with more expertise in this area.

I had to go through three different practices to find a spinal surgeon who did not tell me that operating on me would be too dangerous because I'm fat. But the third one was like, "Oh, I'm not worried about you coding, there's just a risk that it won't work. But it has a hundred percent failure rate if we don't try."

I did not code. The surgery worked. Was it perfect? No. Did it drastically improve my quality of life? It gave me my fucking life back. I can sit. I can be out in the world and not in blinding pain.

It is so important to not take dismissals and such as the final answer. I got so much bullshit for so many years. It nearly killed me twice, people blowing off clots as muscle pain or "depression".

Track your symptoms. Make a list. Talk about how it affects your quality of life. Ask for physical therapy, ask for second opinions. If you have an idea of what might be wrong, ask them to help you rule it out. Also ask for patient assistance, nonprofit hospitals have it. You might have to go through their labs and their doctors but it can cover an awful lot.

Take a friend with you, or a family member. My pcp asks if I want a chaperone (I don't) but literally having an extra person with you can help.

Being me feels like a full time job sometimes, medically, but no one else is stepping up to it, you know?

skinny-dipping-sasquatch

Reblog daily for health and prosperity.

innerchildabortionclinic

universal true fact in my opinion: the average person is more self aware than you assume

explanation: we all live in a society and while circumstances radically alter the extent to which we receive social shame, it is something you'll most likely encounter if you engage with the world around you at all (including online)

people often confuse a confident demeanor, which is a learned skill akin to charisma, with lack of introspection or self awareness, especially if the person is perceived as undeserving of the confidence for whatever reason

innerchildabortionclinic

anarchycatss

misspetbait

being polyamorous and having no game is so humbling. yeah im poly but i don't have any girlfriends. im just in love with all my friends and nobody wants me

misspetbait

well evidently it doesn't work since I don't have any girlfriends

onedirectionforever

“you support gay rights so you must be gay”

i support animal rights do i look like a fucking alpaca to you

onedirectionforever

turns out i am gay

monsieurenjlolras

holy shit how’d this alpaca learn how to type

mywitchcultblr

Diversity win! The alpaca is gay!

adreamthatsworthkeeping

thebirdkiwi

he was a llama

fritextramole

a llama?! he’s supposed to be dead!

lilysaus-reblogs

@hellsite-hall-of-fame i think this deserves to be here

oneheadtoanother

bernard-jackson

disappointment3265

nooo tbe cigarete got gender dyspjoria :(((((((

um-jammer-tranny

shes gonna get on herbal replacement therapy i believe in her

theycantalk

together

fitnessadvicethatfitsinyourlife

exercising for the hedonism of it and because it makes you feel better: omg yes thank you, you get it

Thank you, I'm glad you agree! Truthfully I'm extremely bitter that no one ever taught me that exercise could feel good. They made me spend 12 years in school going to a class called "physical education" every day, but they never taught me a single useful thing about exercise.

They did humiliate and traumatize me though. Instead of teaching me how to use my body to my best benefit, they just taught other kids to laugh at me for all the things I couldn't do.

Bitter doesn't even begin to cover it tbh. That's why I am so loud about how good exercise should feel now. I am determined to teach as many people as I possibly can that fitness should be about maximizing pleasure.

fitnessadvicethatfitsinyourlife

I saw these tags and I don't want to put anyone on the spot, but let's talk about it!

I hear this a lot. And my first question is always "What kinds of exercise have you tried and in what ways have you tried them?"

Have you tried strength training, but was it was very short rests and high intensity movements?

Have you tried cardio, but was it was all high intensity and focused on running?

Have you tried flexibility work, but it was all new age yoga jargon that didn't even make sense?

Have you tried strength training with long rests and isometric holds instead of reps? Have you tried cardio that was gentle? Have you tried cardio that was also a neuromuscular challenge that can be done in your own home like crawling? Have you tried physical therapy based stretches that are explained in clear terms? Have you tried rock climbing, gardening, martial arts, dance, swim or other movement based hobbies?

And that's just the tip of the ice berg. For every form of movement that exists, there are ways to modify it to your individual needs. That still doesn't mean you're going to like everything, but the one size fits no one and cookie cutter approaches to fitness that try to jam everybody into the same template often fail a lot of people.

The fitness industry really pushes a dogmatic view of exercise that centers the most intense and difficult forms of it. When people say they've never found an exercise that feels good, I worry that they may only have been exposed to the least fun kinds of exercise that exist, because those are sadly the most common approaches.