Jul 23, 2017
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"Air Jrrdan"
2017.08.09 way
Brace yourselves, a slew of kpop is coming your way. Specifically Monsta X. Ever since the break in at my apartment, I haven’t been sleeping and I’ve admittedly lost interest in pretty much everything. The only thing that had kept me hanging on was the fact that I had delved into Kpop and it’s what I have been listening to to keep my feelings in check. I’m swinging between depression, frustation, and pure anger. Listening and watch Monsta X with their music and variety shows and just any appearances by the group lets me forget and it drowns my thoughts. So I admit that I’m using Kpop as a crutch right now, so it’s going to be a ride.
Ciao bella,
Jay
2017.07.31 mindless
I’m currently not in a good spot mentally. Last week, I was in the middle of a 9 days/8 hours work week when my apartment was broken into and several electronics were taken including an external hard drive that was not locked. The hard drive contained all my personal information and essentially was my storage for pretty much everything from photos, documents, and other items. Everything about the theft threw me off. I was already exhausted and stress due to work and to have this thrown in had me off kilter. I have gone through many emotions and mostly am angry. In order to keep my well-being in check, I’ve been working on things that keep my mind off of the event. So you will be seeing several more gif edits.
Unfortunately, any Teen Wolf edits that may have come won’t due to the fact that the fucking stolen hard drive contained all of the files for Teen Wolf. So, I only have KPop-related files I can work with. And to be honest, I have fallen back into KPop, particularly the group, Monsta X. There is a bittersweet relationship I have currently with the group. I had been on and off trying to figure out if I was going to their LA concert, specifically the Monday date. That day, I was planning on just relaxing and pretend not to regret, but low and behold. That day was the break-in. So, while I am healing with the power of KPop… there is a tinge of bitter feeling surrounding it.
I did come to the nice conclusion on my future. With all my anger and just plain frustration with my state of living (high crime area due to lack of a living wage), I have decided on my future and am going to burn every single fucking bridge I cross in order to get the fuck out of my city.
Ciao, Jayward
2017.04.20 i ded
Jfc, I just finished reading all the AO3 fanfics on Perciver. I have no desire to return to ffnet even though there are a few oldies but goodies there. So now I am stuck ITCHING to get more Oliver/Percy. Help. I have fallen and I can’t get back up!!
I want to draw and write all the Perciver things, but I am so tired from work, it’s not happening. Ugh
2017.04.08 when you’re doomed
fuck
somebody help me because I’m knee deep in Perciver it’s not even funny.
how the hell did I fall back into this. i’m not a harry potter fan, haven’t really been (been a percy fan since way back tho)
Ugh, it’s frustrating to go from a MASSIVE fandom base to a TINY one. I’m scrounging. I’m pulling up word doc trying to type. I’m pulling out my pens trying to sketch. I KEEP OPENING MY SHITTY PHOTOSHOP ELEMENT ON A COMPUTER THAT DOESN’T REGISTER PEN SENSITIVITY. I’m desperate. I have so much in my draft folder (2017, I’ve failed my resolution lmao), that it’s gonna take time to get to the Oliver/Percy stuff. BUT I WILL TRY.
2017.03.29 what
Did I say I was on the Voltron ship? Shit. I don’t know what the hell is going on. But you’re going to see a lot of Digimon (particularly Takeru) since I have been rewatching the entirety in Japanese and have discovered the joy of Tri.
I also seem to have encountered my love for Oliver/Percy from Harry Potter again as I accidentally reread one of my fanfictions. Then subsequently been reading (and rereading) O/P fics. So there will be that reblogged.
Now it’s almost 3am and I had discovered Andi Mack and there is a bunch of that coming up, which I have no explanation for. Truely, I am not a Disney fan at all.
Well, I need to tuck myslef in since I need to get up for work in about 4 hrs.
2017.03.11 Whelp
It took me a week, but I finally got over the first (long ass) episode of Netflix’s Voltron Legendary Defender.
Then I binged the two seasons in one week after ECCC. Post convention really helps with relaxation, lol.
So now I may be reblogging VLD things... or Shiro things...................... or Sendak..... or Shendak.....
Just Forewarning,
This TurtleFace
2017.03.03 why
It's 2:53am. Why. I need to go to sleep but my brain is too wired. Plus I read some stupid shit that makes me lose respect for humanity. I need to be up in 3 hours. I got a long work day ahead at the convention. Ugh. Someone please give me a week to sleep and just be mindnumbed for a week. Three days even... two? Sincerely, Too high strunged