If I keep jumping ship to other projects when they start getting hard, by the end of the year I'll just have a lot of unfinished difficult projects
and maybe the right thing to do would be to just bite the bullet and work on the hard stuff but it's just so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deadlines were a mistake and i think i should have nothing unexpected happen to me ever. and also $500000000











