#wy.

[stfuwinwin]

please tell me how keeping my own issues private to stop other people knowing about them is self absorbed? because damn some people like to talk like they really know me when they’re too busy pretending i don’t exist like everyone else

[stfuwinwin]

you two ?? make me feel sick bye!

[leachpups]

oh yeah, i’ve caught feelings.

[leachpups]

i feel bad for hyunjin. he’s had it rough the past week, with woojin leaving stray kids and now wonho leaving monsta x. i know he loved both of them, and i’d like to be there for him where i can, as a friend. he’s a good kid.

wooyoung is.. interesting. he keeps calling himself clingy but i don’t see it as that. i like whatever we have going on, wouldn’t mind if he were to wake me up in the middle of the night because he can’t sleep, or if he asked for anything. there’s a soft spot for him, i wanna help and be there for him where i can.

[leachpups]

wooyoung took 8 pain killers and honestly, i’m not sure if he meant it but i’m worried about him. i’m not gonna force him to go see a doctor or anything if he doesn’t want to, but i’ll make sure he’s keeping hydrated and warm, and keep an eye on him.

[leachpups]

wooyoung calling me names that have a nice ring to them? yes please more of that.

[leachpups]

i don’t know where this is gonna lead but i’ll gladly have fun with you for the time being.

[charimnun]

I feel a bittersweet sadness deep inside me. I liked monster woo, but i was not in love with him. I wasn’t going to lead him on any further and make him think that I wasn’t emotionally attached to someone else. I probably let it continue for longer than it should have but I didn’t know that I wanted to be exclusive like this until recently. I want to be wooyoung’s wholly and completely and the only way to do that is to stop seeing other people, too. 

It terrifies me, to know that I’m relying on one person to make me happy and to take care of me, but if anyone can do it, it’s definitely wooyoung. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, this deep love, this obsession. I can’t get enough of him, his love. 

I am going to miss monster woo very much, I know that. I enjoyed him being there for me, being sweet to me, and his corny jokes. But I know I did the right thing, and I can’t wait to tell wooyoung that I’m his, all his. 

I’m going to ask him to be mine when we see each other next. I just need to figure out how I’m going to do that.