@hwyctt!
CLOSED.
kit’s been feeling antsy since the ‘fight’ between jax and julian. not that he isn’t always a little restless but it feels slightly more justified now that someone he considers a close friend is at odds with the man he’s set to marry. he’s spent considerable time mulling it all over in his head, finding himself agreeing with different points that were made on different days of his contemplation. sometimes, he wanted to scream at jax that no, he wasn’t actually capable of taking care of himself better on his own. he needs julian. he’d spent time alone before and the results weren’t prosperous to put it lightly. other times, though, he wants to argue with julian for getting so immediately defensive. they had always been an entity -- kit&julian -- that was above social conventions, above judgement and scrutiny. what one person thinks about julian’s necessary occupational absence shouldn’t have led to a fight at all! it makes kit feel huffy and frustrated in ways that even a joint can’t fix. ( which isn’t to say that he doesn’t try to let a joint fix it; just that it hasn’t worked yet. )
keeping these kinds of feelings bottled up will only lead to a repeat of the night after the wonderland ball which, while sexually gratifying, solves nothing at all. besides, he has friends now! lots of tall, wonderful friends he can utilize as his emotional support. wandering down the hall to wyatt’s room takes no effort at all; he doesn’t even bother with shoes and opts for his fuzzy socks alone on the trek down the carpeted corridor. he probably should have texted first, he thinks as he knocks. yes, he definitely should have texted. but instead, he waits.