[ PSA - SMALL HIATUS. ]
alright, alright, alright. i was really hoping that i wouldn’t have to do this, but considering recent events, i know it’s the right thing to do for myself at the moment. it’s been a really difficult week of extreme mental highs followed by extreme mental lows. unfortunately, i think the highs are through with for now. i’m pretty sure it’s just hormones heightened by birth control, made worse by environmental factors and relationship issues ( there may be no issues at all and i’m just paranoid and jumping to conclusions because i’m in a very volatile and fragile mental state tbh, which is almost worse ). either way, i’m having a really hard time doing much of anything right now and writing feels like a huge chore that i just don’t have the energy to do. i’m really sorry to everyone expecting replies and such, i do have a few still in the queue ( they should post once a day at 1:20 central time--although this post will be in the queue for the next few days too ). the rest i’ll try to do when i come back. for right now, i don’t know when that will be. depending on my mood, i might not be answering im’s or skypes either. i’m sorry again & i hope everyone out there is doing well. xo.