#xavier lim

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[CAIN RPG] Grand Finesse

When your RP OC has something going on with another character but she's transfem nb and they're both ace so 🏳️‍🌈 doesn't apply and the other players are not sure what flag to react with 😭

This was just supposed to be a quick doodle fr but when hands are in the picture I have no choice but to lock in 😣

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Character inspiration template thingy for Xave!!

(Yapping under the cut)

Hei was Xave's original main inspo when I first invented him over a decade ago. I've been rewatching Darker than Black on and off since I realized, and I think it still applies. He has this specific brand of gap moe 🤔 Similar reasoning for Sid!

Specifically NEO!Neku who is no longer mean and has matured but the result is that he gives a kinda subdued, depressed vibe 😭

I can't remember like 85% of the character names in Dorohedoro so know that I had to Google something like "guy from dorohedoro whose spit kills people" 😭 That just really stuck with me lmao like seriously, bro can't even smile? Give him a break...he's just a little guy... 😔

Stark for the "lowkey scared, don't want to do it > lock in, look cool, give 200%, almost die > immediately pass out" pipeline

Gero for being an efficient killing machine who should really just be a wifeguy or something instead. Also for being a sweets enjoyer in a way that is a bit specific and slightly weird

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I didn't like the last redraw I did of him, so I sketched my high school OC Xave again because I'm going to use him for a CAIN play-by-post 🥺

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Missed posting one CAIN doodle...

Long story but basically a power that was meant to damage the sin, a cloth doll, also exploded everyone's clothes 😭 Merem then used her power to reassemble Xave's shirt which is cute but also so funny to me. Like she had to spend resources for this

Anyway this is his favorite shirt now

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I made Xave a CAIN refsheet because I missed drawing him more than I realized 🥺 I can't decide what tattoos to put on him tho…when I first made him years ago he was like 17 and didn't have any (also he was apparently afraid of needles)

I think I made him before Harvey? So reviving him now makes him my oldest active/semi-active OC

His Blasphemy is Ardence. I put burn scars on his hands mostly because he originally had cuts/plasters on them from having blood powers and now it feels weird for him to have naked hands

My dad gave him that Chinese name, and while I'm not sure it really suits him tbh, I no longer have the massive balls my high school self had to ask my real life father to name the edgelord imaginary guy I invented to torture on the Internet. So the name stays lmao

If you are a specific kind of person who just realized something about this character that lowkey doxxes part of my background, no you didn't LMAO

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Xave sketch page! Opposite of same face syndrome is when the same guy looks different every time you draw him 😔

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Finally have an OC who's fun to draw the blush meter thing for 😌 Xave has chronic resting bitch face but is also easily embarrassed 👌I must've been drinking the gap moe juice when I invented this guy