A carnival. How perfect. It was a place where one could go and eat greasy foods and pretend that they are five again, clinging to their parents hands as they look at everything with that childlike wonder. It was the perfect summer activity, well to everyone but him. Kurtis hated things like this, always have and always did. It was overpriced and cheap at the same time, loud and dirty. Seriously, how could one place be so dirty? Normally he would avoid things like this, however on this summer night, he found himself wandering the carnival, hands in his jean pockets as he people watched. It was one of his favorite hobbies, finding that watching other people made him forget about his own problems. Yet tonight, it wasn’t working. Ever since Montreal came to his door the other day, no matter what he did, no matter what he took, he just couldn’t forget. Every time he tried to shut out his mind, those green eyes flashed behind his lids causing him to jolt back to reality. Maybe that’s why he was there. He was hoping that the dirtiness and everything else that made the carnival what it was, would rub off on him. That for once night he could give into its charm and see what everyone else did.
Wandering into the Hall of Mirrors, he gave the guy a dollar, not paying much attention if it cost at all, and shortly found himself standing in front of several mirrors which projected his image back at him. There he was. Blue jeans, red button up shirt rolled up to his elbows, hair tossed about for once as he didn’t seem to have the energy this morning to try to fix it like normal, except none of that was what he was focused on. What he couldn’t tear his eyes away from was how much he had changed. Weight had slipped off of him over the past months, dark rings developed under his eyes from the lack of sleep and the new drugs he found himself clinging too…he was still there under it all, still his charming, cocky, handsome self. He just had to look harder to find it. Letting out a sigh he ran a hand through his already messy hair and he turned to leave, bored with this ‘attraction’ already, when he heard the cries of help.