i didn’t plan it but you are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. i helped you open doors to your new life, i watched you grow into who you are now in a more happy and positive light than you were beforehand. you taught me new things about the world and opened my eyes to greater things beyond my home town. you taught me about the simple things in life. eating popcorn at 4 in the morning watching random shows and listening to music. you brought me heartbreak, and also healed my heart. you made me realize that materialistic things arn’t everything in a relationship. we put the world away, and we got disconnected. travelling to the park at early hours in the am to sneak out from your mother and smoke cigarettes, bringing perfumes and sprays to cover the scent of it from our clothing. i’ve watched you grow from boy to man. you fill my heart with so much joy without even knowing you do so. i want you to know how appreciated you are, not by me. but by so many others. you’re handsome, kind, the most funniest boy i know. i’d listen to you repeat all those words that i hate you speak in that cute accent of yours if it meant it made you happy. you’re my number one, my first love. i hope you know how happy you’ve made me over these past five years. you give me purpose babe, and all i try to do is give you back the love you’ve gave to me. chin up, give life everything you’ve got kid.
