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18 Micah

ᴍᴜsᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ // ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ.

what does your muse long for ? is it a realistic desire ?

Realistic, yes. But I don’t think that unless someone helps him that he would get anywhere with it. He mostly wants to be accepted, to feel like he fits in. He’s very anxious, he doesn’t enjoy social interactions with strangers due to his experiences growing up being the only one with a quirk within headquarters agents. He has these high expectations of who he should be and how he should be to finally be good enough, to not feel inadequate even with his family. I think he just truly believes that he per se is wrong, that his existence did nothing but bring some sort of shame into his family. 

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00 Jangmi

ᴍᴜsᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ // ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ.

what are your muse’s thoughts on new beginnings ? does it frighten them or  excite them ?

She hates change. She dealt with running away for so long, that she overall hates when the usual changes. Don’t get me wrong, she despises doing the same thing over and over and is trying to change a lot of things within her life, but when it comes to her social setting, she enjoys more permanent people around her. She never had stability when it came to family and friends, so nowadays she just doesn’t like that. I think when it comes to beginnings to better herself, she’s fully open. But, if it means new beginnings in a way of changing her social routine she’ll just hate it. 

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13 Sunghee

ᴍᴜsᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ // ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ.

how open is your muse to new opportunities ? do they constantly look for them or do they simply take whatever comes their way ?

She likes taking on new things, mostly when it comes to her professional life. But she just takes them as they come, she isn’t one to really change her routine or her life. She’s used to how things are, and although if she gets something better then that’s great, she isn’t usually one to look for them. She believes that if she does well enough and works hard enough then things will come to her and pay off her hard work. 

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08 Saya

ᴍᴜsᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ // ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ.

how does your muse use their energy ? do they tend to work towards their goals steadily or in bursts ?

Saya, while working she tries to keep her energy steady. But due to her various mental illnesses, it’s not unheard of her to have bursts of energy that quickly end in a total drain of her energy. I think pre-headquarters, she was a lot more full of energy, the five years within the headquarters did a huge number on her; which is pretty much why the job she has is basically the owner taking pity of her, more than anything else. She doesn’t need the money, she doesn’t really have the energy for a full shift. She’s kind of trying her best to be normal and live her normal life. She doesn’t have many goals at that, she kind of accepts her life as it is -- there’s not much she thinks she can do without it accidentally triggering her. 

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“i push everyone away, but in a way, i am doing them a favor.” hyunjae @ sunghee

ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ.

Sunghee really wasn’t one who ever let people in so, she could somewhat relate. In her case, it was more of keeping herself safe and not deal with previous mistakes. But his words sounded as if he didn’t think of himself as a good person to be around, which she strongly disagreed with. She didn’t get along with a lot of people but with Hyunjae, despite they were basically forced to hang with each other, she felt quite at ease while hanging with him. “Who’s putting those thoughts in your head?” She questioned him, wondering if someone was feeding this or if it was just his own mind overthinking. “Don’t believe stuff like that...” She began, trying to be as empathetic as possible. “You’re a great person, I don’t believe you should do that for anyone. It’s up to them whether they want you around or not, don’t you think?”

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“ honestly, i don’t even play an active role in my life. shit just happens & i’m like ‘ oh, is this what we’re doing now? okay. ’ ” hyuna @ jangmi

ᴏᴘᴇɴ

“Do you want to play an active role in it, though?” she asked the other while focusing on the food in front of her. It seemed like her issue was something she could easily fix if she wanted to. Not that talking about it couldn’t help Hyuna but, Jangmi wasn’t one to hold back in some thoughts. “Shouldn’t you do what you like instead? We’re locked in this island anyway, might as well make the time worth it, right?” It was almost unbelievable that these words came out of Jangmi’s mouth, something that she had disagreed for the longest time didn’t seem as bad nowadays. “You should kick life’s ass and not let it kick your ass, it’s not worth it. You grab life by the balls and do what you want!”

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“hey, sorry i’m late. i didn’t want to come.” hyunjae @ jangmi

ᴏᴘᴇɴ

She looked at him from head to toe before focusing back on his face, a quite obvious uninterested look on her face as she did so. “Then you shouldn’t have come,” she replied as let the other in. “I don’t know what’s with you and Seojun not inviting Azula to your places when you two act like you hate it around here,” she commented, closing the door behind him. “Aren’t you two rich? Why not invite her there? I am tired of seeing you two, as well.” Jangmi usually was more jovial even when people got on her nerves, or at least, she played into the argument. But, by now, she was tired of people trying to walk all over her. 

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“i try not to sound like an asshole, but it’s really hard because i am an asshole.” hyunjae @ sunghee

ᴏᴘᴇɴ

A sigh left her lips as she crossed her arms, she couldn’t even fathom the whole idea of anyone thinking of him as an asshole. It was slightly hard for her to see, she genuinely enjoyed when people spoke their mind without any holding back. “Who’s been feeding you lies? she asked with a hint of playfulness in her tone. “Have they met me? Do you want them to change your mind about you? Who are they to talk badly about my fiancé? I’m pretty sure that, legally, I am the only one allowed to do so.” A small smile curved a corner of her lips before she turned serious once again, she could probably imagine how people reacted to his comments --- it shouldn’t be too far from the reactions she got. “Next time threaten them with me, they’ll leave you alone then.”