@xiiaoshuo sent: “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here . ” - mars 👀
chase considers that for a moment. it’s not soft. nothing about them is soft. but it’s still something. mars is here, despite the odds. and so is chase. still alive. still around each other. so many things change, but this hasn’t. not quite.
“mars…” he shakes his head. “i… don’t think there is anyone else i'd want.”
once, maybe, a ghost of a girl was still haunting him. but holding onto her memory didn’t bring her back, couldn’t bring her back, and he’s been letting go over time.
life’s weird that way, isn’t it? something, something, time and all wounds.
“at the end of a long shitty day? it’s… you. at the end of a good one, too.”
he gives a shrug. it’s not eloquent, but it’s honest, and if there’s one thing he’s been trying to be better at, it’s being honest with mars.












