#xime rambles

[lostwithinthevoid]

☆〜ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔThanks for 2023ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ〜☆

Dear followers and moots, I just wanted to say thank you so much for accepting me with open arms in the kpop fandom. I truly appreciate it! I’ve never been more grateful for y’all’s interactions.

Before I even took it upon myself to start actively writing on tumblr I’ve been a regular since ‘08. I started off writing for myself in 6th grade with a pen and notebook before I resorted to writing online. While I haven’t really been updating as much as I would like to, it’s been mostly because of the chaotic rollercoaster that my life has been. I will do my best to write some more in 2024 mostly to reach a new milestone for myself.✨

Thank to my lovely moots:

Y’all knew this was coming…🤭 @ddeonghwassimp the love of my life, my prince, cheesy doodle, honeybuns, my good boy. I want to thank you for being there through the mess that is my life and being a shoulder I could vent/cry on. When I stumbled upon your Good Lil’ Boy fic…that’s when I knew that I needed to check out your blog and here we are, mi amor. (Never stop being your goofy self;I love you♥️)

@taehyungsgrowl GiRLLLYY, you need to get on tumblr more bc I miss youuu 😭 but anyways!! This girly inspired me to create my writing blog, I’ve known her since MY AHS/Cody Fern era on tumblr. Long story short it was toxic af…but her writing is so good!! Pls check out her BTS writing if y’all are interested/have the time🥰

@nirvanawrites111 Nirvana when I first discovered your blog I was in awe because of how good your concepts are and of the immaculate writing style🤌🏼 (I always go back to re-read some of my favs)

Sending good vibes, hugs and smooches on the New Year🎉🎇

@calibabii21 @imrllytootiredforthis @hijirikaww @sexygrass @skz-hell @fairyofshampgyu @hwasdollie @surfinminho

I’m not sure what 2024 will bring me but i’m manifesting peace, tranquility, a stable job and my health to stay stable. That aside, I hope y’all continue to support me and my writings be it small or big. I will do my best to continue Aphrodisia because that’s something that I left in the back-burner for months now, Happy New Years!!

[lostwithinthevoid]

HOLAAAA, I am so thankful for all of you lovely followers and moots. TMI but there’s this tradition that a lot of Latinos have where you eat grapes and make wishes, lentils for and other goodies but I wanna share mine. Cause ya girl is feeling slightly unhinged tonight 🤭

(I’m wearing green, pink and red striped underwear. Green=luck&money, pink=creating friendships and red for passion and love) lmk if y’all follow something similar or different, im genuinely interested✨👉🏼👈🏼

Sending millions of hugs, kisses and good vibes!!! ANYWAYS, happy new year🎉

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So it’s only been a day but I decided to take upon myself to make an announcement because this involves the entire kpop community. Ever since I came across the first post of Moonbin’s sudden passing I was in shock…I still am.

It hit too close to home not because I was necessarily a stan but I had just discovered the duo Moonbin was with Sanha, but it made me reconsider the guilt and sadness creeping up on me regardless of whether I had just become a fan or i wasn’t. This could happen to ANY of our favorite artists specifically Kpop idols because they only show so much to the public eye. This is another reason why we need to be there for each other as a community despite of having different groups we support, not only that but we need to show these idols kindness and support not bombard them with constant negativity. A small action such as kindness can have a big impact, we NEVER know what someone else is going through.

I’ve been having to take time offline from TikTok and IG because there’s constant bombarding of the heartbreaking news of Moonbin and his funeral and his family/friends in mourning. Sometimes, I think about how this could affect me indirectly as a fan of beloved artist be it who it may or my siblings who also have depression. I wish all of his fans a heartwarming hug and support for whoever may need it, my inbox is open! If you need time away from social media please take it and if you also need to talk to someone or have mental health issues please seek some help💕

I love y’all and please do take care of y’all’s self.

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The way I’ve been getting fed so much content from my faves left and right gives me hella ideas. I’ve saved pics/videos/etc…and oh my god, y’all in for real treat after I complete this Taemin and Hyunjin WIPs🫣

I also got a couple Sub!Ateez ideas in mind this may or may not include Sub!Seonghwa, Sub!Yeosang, Sub!Mingi, and the list goes on!✨🖤

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I need someone to buy me a latex fit so I can take cute pics🤭🖤

I’ll do it justice y’all and become the Latina goth I’ve always craved to be✨

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Spending my Xmas Eve with my dad and forcing him to eat healthy with me and drinking a Michi while I cook.

It’s Daal y’all I love my Indian food and I’m a sucker for it✨

(Hope y’all a having a lovely day/night) 🥰

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Don’t mind me…I’m just here to make a public declaration oh how in love I am with @ddeonghwassimp my man is so patient with me and such a cutie pie 🥺♥️

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It’s been a hot minute since I last made a post but I unfortunately gave my dad a scare the night I arrived to the island and had a relapse.

I spent couple days at the hospital but those days felt like a lifetime. Anyways, I’m back home settling back in still pretty exhausted from being in the hospital.