♡ in which. the biggest band in the world is on tour, and the most desired member is none other than your very own boyfriend (who just so happens to be completely obsessed with you).
⌗ aus. established rls au, bts au, idol au, smau
⌗ genres. fluff, long distance
⌗ rating. 16+ (dirty talk, mentions of sex)
note. this initially started as a one shot social media scenario that wasn’t meant to go any further, but you guys loved it so much that i had to continue <3 please enjoy!
“hey!” you jumped into Cheol’s arms as soon as you saw him, he catch you with no problem and spun you around making you laugh.
you were all sweaty and out of breath but he didn’t seemed to mind and also didn’t struggle a bit to carry the huge flower bouquet on his free hand while walking with you balancing on his hip on the other hand.
the soundcheck was finishing and you had to shower quickly and get ready at the backstage.
“i gave you the extra tickets right?” you said almost digging in your messy purse at the empty dressing room where he was wandering around looking at the outfit you would wear later.
“yes, i’m bringing Mingyu and Chan with me”
“okay, i’ll look around for you” you hang your arms around his neck and Cheol held your waist, only you and him before the noisy chaos that was about to happen.
“don’t do it, just enjoy the time out there” he said softly rubbing his thumbs in your hips in a soothing manner “outside it’s pretty packed”.
you stayed there, talking closely until you were called and he left to find his companion at their house.
…
the concert was a huge party and the energy was over the roof, you have found Coups earlier at some kind of suite, not vip but not mixing with the chaos close to the stage.
the camera panting to the fans suddenly panted on Scoups, Mingyu and Chan that cheered louder and shook the lightstick harder.
“i love you!” Cheol mouthed happily at the camera, the fans went crazy and your bandmates poke your sides jestingly, singing the song.
you couldn’t help to smile and send a heart with you hands at the man, whom send one back.
…
the solos time came.
you were there, outfit and hair impeccable and people yelling you looked surreal.
you saw Cheol filming with a hand over his mouth, as if it was the first time he saw you being sexy and dancing.
Darling, when the full moon rises, give me your love.
Before this night ends, before the sun rises, come see me.
you looked at the camera and all the arena erupted in cheers, some fans taking courage to push Scoups in a teasing way, laughing at him because of the color of his ears.
“Chan-ah” Cheol called his younger friend at his side “you film i want to see everything” he passed his phone to him without waiting for confirmation and paid attention.
he stood still, crossing his arms and still placing a hand over his mouth, in concentration.
As our clothes get soaked in the rain
You and I walk this path alone
And whisper sweet love
you looked exactly at his spot and now he placed his hand over his heart as if he was shoot, fans screamed again.
…
“you were incredible” he said excitedly, still whipping some tears out of his face, you couldn’t help to laugh and help him.
“thank you for coming today” you pinched lightly his cheek, he whined softly but keeping the smile on his lips.
“i’ll be supporting you always” he nuzzled his nose softly against your cheek making you smile as well.
☆ pairing :: kim ryul (김률) x gn!reader ☆ genre :: comfort, romance ☆ warnings :: swearing (fucking, shit), kissing, confession ☆ word count :: 1.4k ☆ recommended age rating :: 13 + ☆ listenin' to :: big girls don't cry — enhypen ☆
☆ a.n :: made with the help of @angelwings-fly and @williamssbabydoll, and made with @gnabnahcgi in mind. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!! ☆
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thirteen years ago.
“my old work friend's coming over,” your mom explained from the kitchen while she watched you hang off of the couch. “she has a son around your age. she's bringing him over so you won't be bored while we talk.” a knock could be heard from your front door in a matter of minutes, your mother passing you to open the door.
you groaned from where you laid, shifting to sit up and straightening since you expected the worst. you never really liked hanging with boys around your age, after all, they're rude and mean and loud, too much even for you. the door opened to reveal a woman around thirty years of age and her son.
your mother and ms. kim exchanged both smiles and a greeting, visibly excited to see each other again. “how have you been? it's been so long.” the little boys mom exclaimed. you sat on the couch, watching the interaction with curiosity. your mom welcomed them in with a smile, leading the two to you. “ah, this is my kid. honey, introduce yourself.”
you finished your introduction with a little nervous smile, you were never the best at socializing, even as a kid. “my name is ryul.” the boy spoke up, giving you a polite bow. your moms both shooed you two off to your room to play, which didn't work, you both just stared at each other in silence for like five whole minutes.
you hung off the same couch you did thirteen years ago, this time throwing some rubber ball in the air to catch it again. ryul sat on the ground next to you, turning on some korean drama by the name of '20th century girl'. you didn't really care, but since he swore by it, you decided to give it a try.
the movie played on in the background, but you weren't focused on it. you were more focused on how ryul kept fidgeting and looking everywhere but you. he wasn't normally like this, i mean, he's always been calm, especially around you since you're so quiet. he let out a little sigh, wiping his sweaty hands on his jeans.
ryul never caught feelings, and theres an apparent reason for that; he only has eyes for you, and you only. he caught them five years ago, but kept waiting for the right time instead of letting you know right away. this was new for him, his first crush is his best friend, and if it goes wrong, there's a chance you'll hate him.
“you think we can talk for a second?” he muttered, suddenly staring at the corner of the room like it held the secrets of the universe. “'course.” you paused the movie, sitting up straight to pay attention. he didn't turn to meet your eyes, which made you confused in a way. why is he so fucking nervous?
“i just want to let you know that ...” he started to wonder, if he revealed how he felt about you, would you feel the same? would you ignore him? would you scream at him? would he ruin the friendship he's spent so fucking long maintaining and treasuing? he suddenly felt this empty pit in his stomach, like he physically couldn't admit it anymore.
“me 'n the boys are going on our first tour with our boss.” he blurted out, finally glancing at your disappointed expression. you frowned in response, looking back at him. “that's all? how long?” he smirked, trying to cover up the pounding of his heart with a laugh. “not even a 'congrats'?” ryul tried to joke off his feelings, but you saw right through. “when do you leave?” he doesn't answer right away, just lets the silence be for a moment or two.
“later tonight.” he whispered.
you audibly scoffed, then a second one. why would he only tell you now? this late? it's not enough time to tell him what you've been feeling for years. “tonight? don't you still have to pack?” he shook his head, implying he was already done getting ready. you let out a sigh. “when do you come back?” you asked a bit more calmly, understanding that bombarding him with questions won't do any good. “i don't know yet.”
“ryul, why didn't you tell me sooner?” he shrugs, fidgeting with the rip on his jeans. “i just couldn't find the right moment.” he couldn't be this anxious just over telling you about a tour, and that's when you decided it's now or never. you inhaled deeply, and finally started forcing the words out. “i have something to tell you too.”
he shifted his attention to you, watching you piece together your words. it isn't easy of course, especially not with his sharp eyes on you like this. doubts creep into both of you, what if you're mad at him? what if you stutter? what if. what if. you took a deep breath and just let it out. “i like you, ryul.”
you both paused and stared at each other, and regret etched your pretty features within seconds of the sudden confession. “really? you do?” he questions after a few minutes of straight deafening silence. you nod your head, fully prepared for a laugh or a look of disgust from him. “yeah ..”
he lets out a loud sigh of relief, starting to laugh. “holy shit, i was worried for no reason.” ryul rises up from the ground, taking a seat next to you and folding a leg under him. he smirks, his eyes boring into yours with a look that could only mean trouble. “keep looking at me like that and you'll end up with my lips on yours.”
he gave your approximately four seconds to stop staring. when you didn't, only then captured your mouth with an intensity only more than five years of yearning could hold. “do you have to leave?” you whispered against his soft lips, hoping, praying that he could just leave another day. not now, not when you've just figured everything out.
“it's not forever, jagiya. i promise i'll be back soon.” you've never been far from each other, let alone countries away. you've always been within driving distance, always. he's so close, and going so far, it feels like a nightmare. what'll you do tomorrow when you can't wake up and go to his house? it's routine now. “you'll be alright a few days without me, don't worry. i'll call you everyday.”
he cups your face with two big hands, shifting your attention to him. “you can wait a month for me, right?” you give him a nod, then bury your face in his neck. you're equally as important to him, he knows you'll be upset with the changes, but he trusts youll adjust just fine. he'll forever be one call away, no matter where he is.
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