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@xlifexbeyondx asked: ❛ go ahead. touch it. ❜

"Umm." Saliva travelled down her throat, born of anxiety. Blush painted across olive cheeks, Yuki unusually MEEK but given the circumstances... Would anyone BLAME HER? Honestly, thank GOD, only Nat-Chan could see her right now, so shrunken in and of herself, stripped down to her underwear, looking down atthe giant purple COCK extenuating from her best friend's, possibly secret daughter's, cunt. She'd never even DREAMED of seeing her friend naked. Let alone like THIS. And now, after slowly undressing she was being GUIDED to touch it, feel it, wrap her hand around, get down on her knees and-- "I..." Finally she nodded, taking a step forward. Maybe (Hopefully) to Nat-Chan it looked SENSUAL, but really it was slow out of NERVES and she reached down, wrapping her palm around the shaft and giving it a squeeze. Breathy. Anxious. But God her panties were so WET. Black cotten sticking to her cunt. Could Nat-Chan see the OUTLINE of it? "L-Like this?" God, was she really half-naked and groping at her childhood friend's nine inch strap on right now? Fuck. What was wrong with her? And in one universe or another she was also her DAUGHTER? Talk about crazy... And sick. And HOT.

#SFDN LNFDSDFKN FD DFSLKFD N #DNFLF FDLK FL NLK DFOO NONFD DF NDFS #WELPPPPP #THIS IS HAPPENING #YUKI JUST SO ADORABLY VULNERABLE WHEN OUT OF HE ELEMETNXD #HAVE FUN NATSUNOO~~#YUKI TAKAMIYA #::-YUKI-TAKAMIYA-:: -- ::-LOST-YOU-ONCE-LOST-YOU-TWICE-::-SICK-AND-TIRED-OF-PAYING-THE-PRICE-::#NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#YUKI X NATSUNO #::-YUKI-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-WE'VE-LIVED-TWICE-OUR-SEPARATE-LIVES-::-NOW-JUST-LET-ME-STAY-RIGHT-BY-YOUR-SIDE-::#XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: ❛ because i care about you, okay? ❜

Sunken shoulders, expression to match, eyes still freshly GLAZED OVER from the pills that were already failing to do their jobs, to keep back the darkness, to glue the puzzle pieces of her mind in PLACE. She was losing herself. And who would miss her? “Y-You do...?” Foggy lens made effort to put a NAME to the girl’s FACE. “Who...” She didn’t finish the sentence, wincing in pain, clutching at her head. God, why couldn’t somebody just MAKE IT STOP. “You... Care about me? But I don’t even know you...” She made attempt to leave, scrambling to her feet but TRIPPING immediately, unable to place heels to concrete. “Why...? Why...?” Was she beginning to TEAR UP?

#bsd sfdbjkbJKBFBDSA BJKFDFBDSKD KFDBKJ BF KJBSFDKBF THIS ONE MIGHT BE A LITTLE TOO OBSCURE AND ANGSTY BUT HOPEFULLY OYU LIKE IT~~ KDLS NKLNF #RYOKO SHINONOME #::-RYOKO-SHINONOME-:: -- ::-WHY'D-YOU-ASK-IF-I'M-DOING-FINE-::-AS-IF-YOU-CARE-THAT-I'M-LOSING-MY-MIND-::#NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#RYOKO X NATSUNO #::-RYOKO-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-TO-THINK-OF-ALL-THE-PEOPLE-YOU'D-BE-THE-ONE-TO-HELP-ME-::-TALK-ABOUT-A-BITTERSWEET-IRONY-::#XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: 😳 (@ All the beans <3)

BLUSH. Why did Nat-Chan always have to do this? God, Yuki was such a SAP after all, huh? She'd always had a soft spot very specifically dedicated to her childhood friend; A friend she hadn't forgotten in ALL THESE YEARS. It didn't matter the topic. Yuki could be wanting to murder Nenji one moment but feel that anger INSTANTLY DISSIPATE the second Natsuno told her to calm down. That weird vulnerability only further intensified when Nat-Chan was angling COMPLIMENTS & SOFT WORDS her way... Hands clenched and unclenched rather nervously, palms beginning to sweat as she glanced down. "I-I mean... I don't know if I'm all that... But, uhh..." GENUINE HONESTY. Yuki had never valued her life based on her looks. Built from GANG WARS, she was an 80's girl who packed quite a literal PUNCH. With dark eyes that didn't hold NEARLY ENOUGH emotion. And her wardrobe was nothing special... "But thank you. I think you're pretty, too, Nat-Chan." THE PRETTIEST.

#fbcFDS NKLNFDS KLNFD SFD #DFKDFSNKLFDSLKFDSLKFDSNKLDFSNF D #THIS FUCKING GAY DORKKK DFNKL NFDKNFD FD FD N D #SHE SO KIND AND WEAK FOR NAT-CHANN~~ NSFLKN KNFKLNFL NLFKD F DNKFLF #THO SHE DOESNT VIEW HERSELF WELL PHYSICALLY :(#MAKES ESNSE BUT JUST SAD #YUKI TAKAMIYA #::-YUKI-TAKAMIYA-:: -- ::-LOST-YOU-ONCE-LOST-YOU-TWICE-::-SICK-AND-TIRED-OF-PAYING-THE-PRICE-::#NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#::-YUKI-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-WE'VE-LIVED-TWICE-OUR-SEPARATE-LIVES-::-NOW-JUST-LET-ME-STAY-RIGHT-BY-YOUR-SIDE-::#YUKI X NATSUNO #XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: amaryllis : what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ? how do they express that pride ? (All the beans)

Pouty. Arms crossed. Tapping foot. Glasses pushed up the bridge of her nose. Something was BOTHERING Kisaragi about this question, yet all the same she just couldn't QUITE SEEM to put her finger on WHY... She had plenty of shit to be proud of after all. Kind parents. Great friends. Pretty good grades. And she could--... (Sing...) Why was that weighing so heavy on her HEART right now? Wasn't she proud of her voice? Wasn't she proud of BEING. INABA...? What had happened? Think. Kisaragi. THINK. Maybe it was just because Inaba DIDN'T EXIST in the 1980's? None of her friends even knew she could SING, nevermind them making her PROUD of her singing voi--... HARD SWALLOW... F8... Was that all this came down to? That F8 didn't exist yet? That her INSPIRATION didn't--... No... It wasn't about that all... What was it... What. WAS. IT... Kisaragi never would figure it out. Of all the memories and of all the explanations. Kisaragi had yet to remember, had yet to be told... Of Ida's plans to supplant her own existence with that of Miyuki Inaba... But maybe there was still time. Maybe shed' be PROUD of her voice once more... With the RIGHT person to make PROUD.

#fd dfs fdFSD NFKNFD KNFN DFLN FD #FDDF NLDS FDONOI N FSDDS N N DSF SDF #DLDFS DFLKDFNLKNLKNFDDF #THIS ONE SO CURIOUS TO MEEEE : (#POOR KISARAGI #HAVING AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS CUZ HER BIGGEST SOURCE OF CONFIDENCE PRIDE AND INSPIRATION #TURNED OUT TO ME A MEGALOMANACIAL PSYCHOPATHIC LIAR WHO NOT ONLY REINCARNATED #HER IN A ROBOT BODY #BUT FRAMED HER DEATH ON ONE OF HER ALLIES/FRIENDS #AND ALSO TRIED TO #USE HER OTHER SELVES BODY AS A ZOMBIEHOST #FOR HER OLDER SELF #(WHICH IS DOUBLY FUCKED WHEN YOU CONSIDER THAT MIND UPLOADING WAS A MAJOR SORUCE OF CONTENTION ON THE ARC PROJECT #::-TOMI-KISARAGI-:: -- ::-SING-IT-OUT-WITH-ALL-YOUR-HEART-::-CARE-YOU-DON'T-GET-LOST-IN-THE-DARK-::#TOMI KISARAGI #IT OKIE THO #NATSUNO CAN BE HER NEW INSPIRATOIN #3 #XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: 😳 (@ All the beans <3)

"I-..." INSTANT SMILE. Paired with a gentle swallow, painted cheeks and a pick up of rhythmic thumping. One hand very softly coursed through dyed orange hair. "You really think so?" Flick of the silky strandy before Kisaragi CURTSY in her dress. First gig ever. Let alone LIVE. Well, that couldn't technically be considered TRUE, given the fact that she WAS online back in 2024. But... She went back in time and, oh nevermind, it was COMPLICATED. Hair let down for what may have been the first time since arriving here and her usual uniform replaced with a more flowy pearlescent blue dress, shimmery in the body and blooming out into WHITE FRILLS at mid thigh complete with white stockings and -- GULP -- HEELS. Now THESE she'd never wore. Except maybe in 2064 and 2188. But those weren't her. No matter HOW MUCH Ida wished they were. "You really like it? Would you say you STAN IT?" Did Nat-Chan even know what that word MEANT? "You look awesome, too!! A-And YOU didn't even have a make-up artist to help you!!" Clutch at the hem of her dress. "I go on stage at 8:30..." DEEP BREATH.

#AWWWWWWWWWWWWW THIS ONE FINALLY JSUT CUTEEEE #AHAHHAA IM OSRRY ALL MY MUSES ARE EITHER OUTRIGHT BITCHES OR RIDICULOUSLY OVERDRAMATIC GAYS #AHAHAHHAHAHA LFNDSK NFDKLFFDLNKFD FD #TOMI KISARAGI #::-TOMI-KISARAGI-:: -- ::-SING-IT-OUT-WITH-ALL-YOUR-HEART-::-CARE-YOU-DON'T-GET-LOST-IN-THE-DARK-::#TOMI X NATSUNO #NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#::-TOMI-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-I-FOUND-HOPE-INSIDE-YOUR-SOUL-::-YOU-FOUND-ME-AND-MADE-ME-WHOLE-::#XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: amaryllis : what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ? how do they express that pride ? (All the beans)

PRIDE?! Instant shrink onward and into herself, head dipping with... Was that SHAME? Tone seemed even flatter than usual, too, as she talked, cadence slipping. "I... Don't really have an answer to that question..." How PATHETIC. And it wasn't like she could just blame IDA for everything, right? Sure, he'd screwed HER life up, but... "But I guess that's just it, isn't it? If i don't take pride in anyone or anything then of course I don't express that pride..." She sounded... SAD... As if she regretted not doing something that would've CHANGED THAT. "Hmm... I guess for now all I can do is take pride in everyone else." All the people she'd hurt... Especially poor Natsuno Minami, Ei Sekigahara and Yuki Takamiya... She'd arguably hurt them THE MOST. "And to stand beside them in a way I never could..." Yes. The oxymoronic nature of that last sentence was NOT lost on Ryoko...

#MNFDL FNFD DF FDKLDD NKFDLNKLF NKLD FD THIS ONEEEE ;(#TBH IT'S MORE POSITIVE THAN I EXPECTEDDDDDDDDD #BUT I ALSO FEEL ITS A BITTERSWEET INTERPRETATION #CUZ YEAH :( RYOKO DOESN'T SEEM TO ACTUALLY MEAN PER SE MORE LIKE SHE'S JUST SURRENDERED LIEK SHE DOESNT **DESRVE** TO TAKE PRIDE #IN THE OTHERS #BUT IF SHE DOESNT TAKE PRIDE IN THEM THEN WHAT GOOD IS ANYTIHNG #CUZ SHEHERSELF IS JUST A FAILURE #POOR RYOKO :(#RYOKO SHINONOME #::-RYOKO-SHINONOME-:: -- ::-WHY'D-YOU-ASK-IF-I'M-DOING-FINE-::-AS-IF-YOU-CARE-THAT-I'M-LOSING-MY-MIND-::#NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#RYOKO X NATSUNO #::-RYOKO-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-TO-THINK-OF-ALL-THE-PEOPLE-YOU'D-BE-THE-ONE-TO-HELP-ME-::-TALK-ABOUT-A-BITTERSWEET-IRONY-::#XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: amaryllis : what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ? how do they express that pride ? (All the beans)

“Someone that I take pride in, huh?" Dark eyes glanced up toward the other from where Yuki Takamiya sat hunched against the wall before she pushed herself back to her feet, SMILING with that very emotion in question. "Well that would be, Nat-Chan, hands down. No questions asked." The utter SHIT that girl had went through? It could only be seen as a CERTIFIED MIRACLE that she'd crawled her way out the other end so full of LIFE & CONFIDENCE, uncompromising and unapologetic in her SENSE OF SELF, yet equally accepting of others no matter how much they deviate from what SHE HERSELF KNEW. Yuki supposed that only natural, given Natsuno's SCIENTIFIC MIND & EXTRATERRESTRIAL OBSESSIONS. "I'm not too great at the whole EXPRESSION THING, though. I'll die for her, if that helps?" No she was not joking.

#FDSFSFDFDNDFLSKN DFLNSLKFNKDNKL NSKLNDFFD LKDF NFD THISJUST GAYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~ DSFN LNKLDNLFDN LFNKL NLKDFN NLK ND F #TBH IM ACTUALLY CURIOUS TO EXPLORE YUKI'S MORE NURTURING MATERNAL BROODY SIDE #I FEEL LIKE SHE'S A KIND OF STRICT MOM THAT IT'LL OFF BE A BIT OF AN OVERPROTECTIVE HARDASS BUT MEANS WELL NAD GENUINELY DOTES ON HER KID #YUKI TAKAMIYA #::-YUKI-TAKAMIYA-:: -- ::-LOST-YOU-ONCE-LOST-YOU-TWICE-::-SICK-AND-TIRED-OF-PAYING-THE-PRICE-::#NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#ALSO ONE OF MY FAVE THINGS BAOUT RP IS THOSE MOMENTS HWEN YOU'RE WRITING A SCENE AND YOU ACTUALLY PUT INTO WORDS SOMETHING YOU REALIZE #YOU WEREN'T QUITE PAYING ENOUGH ATTENTION TO OR COULDNT' QUITE CAPTURE #AND I FEEL THAT HAPPENED HERE WITH TTHE LIFE & CONFIDENCE / UNCOMPROMISING AND UNAPOLOGETIC / SENSE OF SELF / ACCEPTING PART #I LOVE THAT DESCRIPTORRRR~~#YUKI X NATSUNO #::-YUKI-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-WE'VE-LIVED-TWICE-OUR-SEPARATE-LIVES-::-NOW-JUST-LET-ME-STAY-RIGHT-BY-YOUR-SIDE-::#XLIFEXBEYONDX

@xlifexbeyondx asked: 🛏️ - a starter where our muses have to share one bed.

Hands TIGHTENED around the grip of her pistol, finger thankfully shifted AWAY from the trigger. A soft hum belying the THREAT she currently posed to the other. What had happened here? She'd been mere MOMENTS from getting her hands on the data unit and Natsuno Minami. Now there were TRAPPED in 2064. Where the only memories Ryoko WANTED to forget were triggering like NOTHING EVER HAD. Quick pop of the cap and she swallowed a handful of pills, as if it would somehow also treat her PTSD. "Look. Just don't do anything stupid, Natsuno Minami." Quick holster of her gun before she unclipped it from her belt. "We're going to need to share warmth. Or do you WANT to die here?" Who was Ryoko talking? Herself or Natsuno? Suppose it didn't matter all too much as she crawled into the bed beside-- Huh? What was this... WARMTH? And wasn't that the entire POINT of sharing a bed? “Just don’t move okay?” God, would her stupid heart stop racing?