#xmex

[mynamewasgod]

Do something about it - 12/18

Backwards-ass, stereotypical shit bothers the hell out of me.

Help your fellow human.

Forgive.

By all means, don't be manipulated, but at least define what's right for your loved ones, and even more for your betrayers. They need the correction.

We are projected this idea of 'toxic' people, but we've all done wrong. Everyone is toxic to someone at some point. Don't throw your hands in the air and give up. Give space for change.

I fear of a world full of cynics.

We're headed for the day we all kill each other.

[mynamewasgod]

User

Used to be angry

to be sorry for your loss

Used to be

Now let me get used

to me

[mynamewasgod]

Why am I here again?

Oh yeah because I live in a society where being miserable is supposed to be a secret to yourself.

Showing weakness pushes people away and I can't bring myself to be around anybody. I am still weak.

I must get stronger.

I must become better.

I must redefine myself to the potential I see and claim to want.

[mynamewasgod]

Things have gotten better. At least Amanda is talking to me. It has been decent. But as things get civil, I feel more anxiety because of everything thats happened. Im over it, but theres still a knot in my stomach. That part is the worst.

I need to keep thinking black and white. But I hate to blind myself in the season meant to be most colorful. I hate not being able to be my full self.

Censorship is lame.

[mynamewasgod]

Fucking bitch

Cunty cunt cunt cunt fuck you

Goddamn it I am screaming inside.

You fucking abandoned me in a darkened hour. You didnt have the strength to show your love because it was outweighed by your selfish settings. If you really loved me and think you know whats best you wouldve taken a step back and made me realize my mistakes without letting it come to this. But thats not how it is, and I feel misled. I poured the last of what I could into humanity, through you, and you cut that so simply, I was shocked in your lack of remorse. You let blame fall on yourself just as I let it fall on me. But we do not give credit where it is due.

I am so ashamed for you. You ran to great lengths to try and find what you thought would heal you but your cutting yourself deeper and deeper and I cannot stop the bloodflow anymore. I hope you survive this but I fucking loathe what you have become. It practically disgusts me.

I must wash my hands of you

Until the water burns.