📱 (also for Zach cause I like to help your procrastination)
I.
Maxine [ jan 5, 2017. 9:15pm. ]: Hey Zach!! 💕 It’s Max from biology 🔬 Do you want to maybe have a hot cocoa study date tonight? I definitely have the marine bio DOWN PAT but my other botany pro totally bailed on me!!! But I feel like if we put our heads together we could DOMINATE 🐟🌷 My roommate’s staying at her bf’s tonight so it’ll be nice and quiet :) And I know it’s sort of late so if you want to just come in sweatpants or whatever comfy PJ pants you’re wearing that is completely fine 👌 Or hey if you’re at the gym right now and you want to just come straight here after,
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
II.
Maxine [ jan 15, 2017. 11:50pm. ]: Hey Z, can I ask you a quick question? about the flowers going around?
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
III.
Maxine [ feb 19, 2017. 3:33am. ]: I know it was you and I can’t wait to watch them fry you alive for this. I heard that sometimes people’s eyeballs pop out of their heads when they’re in the chair and I hope that happens to you but I hope that your eye is still connected to your skull by the nerves i hope that when it rolls on the floor you have to look at yourself in the last second of your life I don’t want you to go out screaming I want you in an unreal terror that leaves your throat too dry to make a sound
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ feb 19, 2017. 3:34am. ]: I want to push you off the school’s roof I want to find you at the ground with all of your bones cracked so you can’t fight back when I choke you almost all to death then stop just before you get your release so I can drag your twitching mangled body across campus through the broken glass in the mud in the woods in the fog and I want to chop you up with Sid’s knife so slow it makes you regret dulling it and then I want to feed every fucking piece of you to your own fucking bears and I want to teach them how to rip you up all by themselves so I never have to hunt for them again you’ll be the last animal I kill I swear to god I swear to God
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
IV.
Maxine [ feb 26, 2017. 6:01am. ]: A madman asked me today if I would take a chance to annihilate anyone I wanted at this school and I don’t know if I told him the truth.
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ feb 26, 2017. 6:02am. ]: What I want for you when I’m laying in the hospital bed you put me in and what I want for you when I’m watching you cradle a fuzzy helpless bear cub are too different for me to figure out what I want for you when I’m standing still in the shower wondering if you’re really capable of what I think you’re capable of
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ feb 26, 2017. 6:03am. ]: Hey, I’ve been thinking a lot about you wasting away in prison and I think a life sentence in concrete walls with no access to nature would be crueler to you than the electric chair and I’m not sure how I feel about that
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ feb 26, 2017. 6:04am. ]: Hey, I’ve been thinking a lot about you rotting in hell someday and it cured my closet atheism
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ feb 26, 2017. 6:05am. ]: Hey, I’ve been thinking a lot about joining you in hell someday and us torturing each other for eternity and I haven’t been this excited to die since my trial went viral
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
V.
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 2:13am. ]: You loved her yet you killed her.
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 3:31am. ]: You loved her so you killed her?
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 4:00am. ]: Why are you doing this
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 4:50am. ]: How are you doing this
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 4:56am. ]: How are you faking this.
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 4:56am. ]: How did you pull that off when you don’t know anything about technology
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 4:56am. ]: How did you say something like that when you don’t know anything about sex
[ 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 6:49am. ]: They think you’re easy to frame because they didn’t see the way you looked at her and they don’t know that you wouldn’t set a trap for a rabbit much less a human
[ 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉. ]
Maxine [ may 1, 2017. 7:09am. ]: You wouldn’t let a bear’s prey suffer but would you rip a worm in half would you press its skinny wriggling body til it breaks to see what you can squeeze out of it
[ 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉. ]
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&. the one she sent;;
Maxine [ may 16, 2017. 10:13pm. ]: Hey Z 💚🐻 I’m driving to the cemetery after class tomorrow. Do you want to come visit her?
[ 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙐𝘽𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃𝙆𝙄𝙉. ]
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{ 📱 // five texts my muse didn’t send yours, & one they did. // CLOSED FOR NOW. }











