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Just to keep things organized.

So, what are you going to find here?

First of all, I’m writing stories about everything that I like. My favorites movies, tv shows, actors… name it I write it :)

I have troubles writing imagines though because it always start with one idea and before I know it, I’m knee deep into a 60k full story. But who knows, if I have time and I can keep my mind from wandering too far, I may be able to make some.

Also, I tend to stick to canon as much as possible, but I can also take some liberties depending on the original idea.

Here are some important symbols so you know what you’re checking:

Type: 🌹 Fluff - 🖤 Angst - ❤️‍🔥 Smut - ⚔️ Action

From: 🎞️ Movies - 📖 Books - 💬 Comics - 🎮 Video Games

Status: ✅ Finished - 🖱️ Editing - 💻 Working on - ✍️ Just Started 💡Just an idea

All - MonoLove Letters

Logan Howlett (X-Men)

1. Hopes and Dreams  🎞️ - 🌹❤️‍🔥⚔️ - 💻 (Chapters: 10/12?, need rework) 2. The Morning You Needed  🎞️ - 🌹❤️‍🔥 - ✅ (Oneshot, words: 3.7K) 3. What Loneliness Craves  🎞️ - 🖤🌹❤️‍🔥 - ✅ (Oneshot, words: 9K) 4. Devilish Desires  🎞️ - ❤️‍🔥🌹⚔️🖤 - 💻🖱️ (Chapters: 7/8 words: 60K+) 5. The Burden We Carry  🎞️ - 🖤🌹⚔️ - 💻🖱️ (Parts: ¾ words: 70.3K+) 6. Tethered  🎞️ - 🌹❤️‍🔥⚔️ - ✍️ (Chapters: ?, words: 15K) 7. Happy After Hours  🎞️ - 🌹 - ✍️ (Oneshot ?, words: 6.7K+) 8. Sleepwaker 🎞️ - 🖤❤️‍🔥🌹 - ✍️ (Oneshot ?; words: 4.6K+) 9. Lucid Dreams 🎞️ - 🖤❤️‍🔥🌹 - ✍️ (Oneshot ?; words: 2.5K) 10. Into the woods 🎞️ - 🖤🌹❤️‍🔥⚔️ - ✍️ (Oneshot ?; words: 1K)

Bucky Barnes (The Winter Soldier)

1. Should the Need Arise 🎞️-❤️‍🔥🖤🌹-✅ (Oneshot, words: 5.3K) 2. Doll 🎞️-🖤🌹-✅ (Oneshot, words: 11.5K) 3. Just... you 🎞️-🖤🌹-✅ (Oneshot, MonoLove Letter, words: 3.4K) 4. The Storm 🎞️ - 🖤🌹❤️‍🔥 - ✅ (Oneshot, words: 19.7K)

Sam Wilson (The Falcon)

1. She-Wolf 🎞️ - 🖤🌹❤️‍🔥⚔️ - 💡 (Chapter ?; words: ?K) 2. The Owl 🎞️ - 🌹❤️‍🔥 ⚔️- 💡 (Chapter ?; words: ?K)

Sam Wilson x OC x Bucky Barnes (The Falcon and The Winter Soldier)

1. Project Legacy 🎞️ - ⚔️🖤🌹❤️‍🔥 - ✍️ (Chapter ?; words: 12.6K) 2. Ta Astéria Tis (Her Stars) 🎞️ - Welcome Home, Birthday boy - 1,2k words - 🖤🌹✅

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Hi there, Isilrina speaking.

I made a tumblr in 2014 to post some of my stories but I didn’t have the time in the end. Ten years later, as I’m trying to get back to it I realize no one can see my posts. So I decided to make a fresh one, let’s see how this work out.

I would like to introduce this first blog entry with two quotes that really match my view of fanfictions. Some people may think it's shameful to write fanfictions and some are ashamed of doing it. Don't be!

"Fanfiction is what literature might look like if it were reinvented from scratch after a nuclear apocalypse by a band of brilliant pop-culture junkies trapped in a sealed bunker. They don't do it for money. That's not what it's about. The writers write it and put it up online just for the satisfaction. They're fans, but they're not silent, couchbound consumers of media. The culture talks to them, and they talk back to the culture in its own language"

"I adore the way fan fiction writers engage with and critique source texts, by manipulating them and breaking their rules. Some of it is straight-up homage, but a lot of [fan fiction] is really aggressive towards the source text. One tends to think of it as written by total fanboys and fangirls as a kind of worshipful act, but a lot of times you’ll read these stories and it’ll be like ‘What if Star Trek had an openly gay character on the bridge?’ And of course the point is that they don’t, and they wouldn’t, because they don’t have the balls, or they are beholden to their advertisers, or whatever. There’s a powerful critique, almost punk-like anger, being expressed there—which I find fascinating and interesting and cool."

—Lev Grossman

You’ll find my Masterlist here and if you want to know more about me, you can go to my original tumblr page.

If you want to support me go check my ☕ Ko-Fi & 🔴 Red Bubble! 💖🙏

Edit: I've been opening up more and more in my stories about things I've carried around for a very long time—wounds that settled into my bones so deeply they became part of me, even when I don’t consciously register them. It’s like my brain would rather not dwell on them, but in the end, they still bleed out. So, you might come across those themes around the corners: car accidents, past abusive relationships, chronic pain, survivor’s guilt, ADHD and autism, existential crisis, heavy angst...

Don’t worry,I’ll always include them in the warnings, just in case. So I strongly recommend reading them (and the notes too. I do my best to avoid spoilers, but I also offer insight into why each text came to life) to help avoid reopening old wounds.

Also, you'll notice that the male love interests in my stories are often tied to those themes I mentionned. I realized not so long ago that I'm drawn to them as if they're reflections of parts of myself; men I feel the need to nurture, reassure, and help heal, because in the end, it’s also a way of healing myself.

I think that’s all for now.

A like, a comment, or a reblog is always appreciated. I write for myself, but it’s always a gift to know that my words have touched someone else's heart.

See you around.

X-press it! / Isilrina