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I forgot I drew this in like 2020 😔

made these in 2 seconds bc my partner is always finding every damn system in (location redacted)

Another drawing I forgot about from 2020

Slowly I've been becoming more open online about having Dissociative Identity Disorder. I drew this at a moment of feeling very isolated and incapable of fitting the shapes others expected of me. Back then I felt like it was something no one would ever understand.

Today we have an incredible, amazing, unbelievably supportive partner and a group of friends who not only accept all our shapes, but encourage our creativity, freedom, healing, and the simultaneous individuality and similarity that comes along with all this. Now it doesn't feel like I have to be any one shape anymore.

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(Sees take of “if you say you’re traumagenic in your bio you’re saying you agree to the dichotomy sysmeds invented and it’s no better than a cis person forcing everyone to declare what they are even if you say you’re inclusive”)

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#xrdslog #I understand The Point and I don’t think it’s like necessarily wrong. like yeah tbh I do think origin labels are kind of ultimately #pointless and useless. but uh I’m not putting that in our bio to tell people not to harass us I put it there to make it clear to the #systems we interact with that we believe that having a trauma based disorder and system influenced by it does NOT mean you cannot be #accepting of all systems. lol. it’s there to say ‘hey ok check this out: fuck em #we can be like this AND be chill with everyone”#also comparing that to cis people……….. me wanting to be open about being affected by trauma and the debilitating disorder associated with #it while also showing support to all systems is. not comparable to cis people pressuring trans people #dislike origin labels all you want and tbh god knows we do but we put it there for a reason. because people give such a shit about them.#and thus by saying yeah we resemble this concept but we will not be associating it with exclusionism #we are making a statement on our opinion on that exclusionism…….#listen I 100% agree that it’s dire as fuck in the syscourse mines #and I don’t think any kind of system truly has any real power or privilege over any other on simply the basis of what type of system they #are. but #uh. idk I don’t think comparing people with DID to transphobic cis people is the vibe #bc tbh the other purpose of calling ourself traumagenic is to express to people that our mindset and actions and words and problems… may be #affected by….. a history of trauma #and not wanting to shy away from that #like come on. I’m not oppressing endogenics by using shorthand to explain that my life is affected by hashtag a series of unfortunate events

Every system got the list of influential childhood characters that haven’t appeared in the system but kinda got you going hmmm

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Unrelated to the previous post but sometimes you just get startling reminders of plurality. It’s easy to kind of drift towards that thought of “what if I’m making it up?” but then you’re trying to do something and you literally feel someone shouting about it in your head. And it’s like ohhh right. The plurality. Or you read a book and start getting mixed up identity and not really knowing who you are. The plurality....

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[Lio] Ok. Question for my fellow plurals out here: do you ever get like... I’m not sure what to call it. “External” phantom shift/sensations/dysphoria/etc that aren’t yours and you’re like hmm is this anything

I’m getting some strong “my mental( psychic? phantom? whatever you want to call the like mental-energy-version of yourself that you feel especially in phantom shifts) body is Not matching who I am/who is fronting internally right now” and I’ve felt this before in various cases but I never really paid a lot of attention to it, is this a thing others have experienced and if so did it tend to coincide with anything? I’m trying to figure this one out

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[Lio] I keep thinking of some way to subtly imply plurality on more public profiles without outright saying it and I’m thinking of like 1+ or 1< or >1 to imply “more than one”. Not something easy to google the meaning of but which if someone’s plural hopefully they can figure out?

ETA: as others have pointed out there’s the & symbol, which works, but I feel may be too ‘general/broad’. Maybe that’s just me though, I’m not sure.

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