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              “Sis, this is my boyfriend, Ren.” 

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 “Can you zip up my dress for me?” — Sae, who else ;)

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         There was something FEROCIOUSLY EMBARRASSING about having her big sis ask for help with the dress -- wasn’t that they hadn’t ever been that close before. Just, not lately. Ever since their father died. Makoto had GROWN a lot in those years -- mentally, she might have not thought much about hormones, or her body, but right now she was VERY AWARE.

          “Yes. Of course.” Tone even and ROBOTIC -- despite the pale pink blush that danced across her cheeks and down bony shoulders. Sae’s back was exposed to her. A good portion of FLESH. Crimson depths wandered down that spine to---NO! ‘Stop ogling her like Morgana does Ann. This is your sister.’ Her mind SCREAMED. Taking a few steps toward the older woman, she bit down on her bottom lip, and furrowed her brow. Reaching for the zipper. Fingertips tracing HOTLY across skin. Was she sweating? God, she hoped not.

         She hadn’t considered the POSSIBILITY that she could be attracted to the same sex -- not until this moment. Repressed desires. That HAD to be what was causing this strange stirring in her gut and rapid pitter-patter in her chest. “I--It’s a nice dress. Are you going somewhere tonight, sis?” Words would help. A distraction.

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❝Drinking until you puke is not normal.❞ Jinx (she should know she's done it countless time)

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          POOL OF VOMIT she’d spilled onto the floor of Jinx’s “home,” if you could call it that, left Makoto with a sickening feeling of utter humiliation and SHAME. She’d found herself in some sleazy bar located in the underground BOWELS of Zaun. Drowning away her GUILT in the bottom of a bottle of – whatever concoction the sketchy looking bartender had given her. Cheating on Vi with Jinx weighed heavily on her CONSCIENCE. The first time had been to save innocent lives. She could twist and justify that. The second time – wasn’t so easy to write off. And now, here she was, highly intoxicated, with the bane of her existence sitting beside her. DRAMATIC? Not in the slightest. Wiping her mouth clean, she insisted, “Blame whatever that suspicious bartender served me.”

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❝What’s the fucking point anymore?❞ - Jinx

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          “For low-life scum like you, I’m uncertain what the point EVER was.” 

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❝Screw recovery. I want a drink.❞ - Sae

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           Makoto HATED seeing what her big sister had become -- she missed the girl she used to be. Before dad passed away. Sae hardly ate, NEVER slept, and now she was turning to the bottle? “Sis. Are you sure that is a good idea?”

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"ᴅᴏ yᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴠᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪɴᴇ yᴇᴛ?" -- JINX ;)

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                                   “….Why?” If Jinx was asking it meant NOTHING GOOD.

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‘ do you remember? ’ -- SAE

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          That question -- so completely and utterly VAGUE. They’d shared many memories together. What more could be expected from siblings? Crimson depths cast away in SHAME. Despite that fact, Makoto had a strong feeling she knew what Sae was referring to. (Hopefully not). “Do I remember what, sis?”

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@xtilxthexendx Send 👀 to walk in on my muse in their underwear.

         Just out of the shower, the teeny-tiny brunette was in her bedroom getting dressed for the day. All she had on was a pair of pink panties. Hadn’t even managed to get her matching bra on when her big sister STORMED into her bedroom -- EVIDENTLY UPSET. (Otherwise she would have had the decency to knock). Maroon eyes shot WIDE -- blush painting every inch of her pale flesh. From head to toe. She slapped thin arms across her chest to cover it, “Sis! What are you doing!? D-D-Did you forget how to knock!?”