Dear Julia (of Ohio, USA), I know we haven't talked in a while, but I think we should change that. I know last time we said the same thing, but life had just gotten so busy for me this year. It's like, I used to do nothing on weekends and have all this spare time, but now all of these things have come out of no where and I'm finding it hard to find a spare moment at all. It has made me realise that time is always moving forward -always- and it's not going to stop, or slow down for anybody. Life is a continuous cycle of wasted time flying by us. To be honest, that scares the crap out of me. I don't want time to be wasted and keep on leaving me behind. Perhaps that's why I don't like going to sleep as much any more, because I feel like there is something else I could be doing that's better to spend my time with than sleeping. I feel like that I have let you down. That also scares me. I hate disappointing people. Especially (especially) you. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I wonder what you are doing right at the very moment, wondering what you are seeing, thinking, what poetic phrase you are developing in your mind. I think about the most mundane things about your life. What colour is your toothbrush? I don't know why, but I feel like I really need to know that. I really don't want us to be the best friends that eventually drift apart and lose touch. I really, really don't want that. We deserve much more than that, and I think our friendship is too strong for that. This is why I promise to make time to send you a message about my day every night before I go to sleep. Therefore, you don't get to miss out on important details, and you get to know that I am thinking about you. I would like to hope that you will do the same for me in return. Just like the song says, (our song) 'my love is like a star, you can't always see me but you know that I'm always there'. I hope you remember that even though we haven't talked in a while, or I am not in the same town, state, country, hemisphere, as you, I will always be there for you. I love you so, so, so much. I wish that you would never forget that. Love (from Victoria, AUS), Grace xx