so i was just scrolling and then-
UMM NO THANKS,, SATAN
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so i was just scrolling and then-
UMM NO THANKS,, SATAN
AAAHHHH why is writing so weird i really want to write the swirly stuff in my mind down but swirly stuff is resisting come back here swirls and get on the motherfucking page hdfhxdgxkfcfk
isnt it weird how you subconsciously grow accustomed to the sounds of your environment. like i know the specific sound of the neighbours car engine. and i can tell which member of my family is approaching my bedroom by their distinct tread. i know the routine of noises that occur on weekend mornings, the hum of the heater, the clatter of pots. its strange how noticeable these things are once they’re missing
omg so last night i got an email on my computer saying this one fanfiction had been updated (after nine months! im so happy i thought it’d been abandoned) so i was like “yay lit!”
but then i noticed it was really late, so using a measure of self-control that is practically unheard of for me, i convinced myself to leave it for tomorrow.
but then,, but some unfortunate vow of satan, the day after happened to be the one and only day i ever forgot to take my computer to school, meaning i had to wait an agonizing eight hours to read this goddamn update. but it was amazing and totally worth it so yay