Oct 11, 2013
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my leg hurts like this beating muscle located in my chest
Minsan na nga lang ako umuwi ng maaga, wala pang tao sa bahay. Grbe. I'm all alone. Hahah. Sayang sumama na lang pala ako dapat kina Pat. Gutom na pa naman ako. No food, no money = I'M STARVING. Anyone please give me food lol joke. Papa-goodshot dapat ako eh kaso mukhang hindi effective wala nmang nakakaalam na nakauwi ako ng maaga eh. OHH LIFE.
Just got home from school. :) First time lang to. Hahah
i hate it when i can't stop myself from reminiscing. Like a while ago, you just keep on coming into my mind - the way you care for me then, all the crazy stuffs we do together. It just runs into my thoughts like it happened few seconds ago. All the small things i can see reminds me every single inch of happiness we had and we will never have.
Sometimes, I wish I could turn back time. Back to the time when everything is perfectly fine and we are all happy. How I wish I could. I miss the way they comfort and make me laugh whenever I'm crying and hurt. I miss the how they insult and tease me with my flaws and imperfections.
I feel the pain whenever I see them laughing and being crazy around without me. I feel hurt when they didn't bother to ask me to hang out with them. I feel my heart breaking every time they show me that they don't need me. I extremely hate this feeling.
It kills me inside to know that everything will never be the same anymore.
While I am having an eye-to-screen moment with ze laptop, I am thinking of things that I did todaaaay.
I came to school early (around 8:30am) to meet up some friends/groupmates in PE. As usual, nothing happened. We went to the meeting place but we're incomplete. Because of that, we decided to eat at mcdo's - forever eating place of escolarians. HAHA! After that,
FIRST CLASS. At last, our prof's present. Then she gave out our grades. (well 1.5 eheeem hahaha) And we got nothing else to do sooo got to goooo. :)
SECOND CLASS. Math timeeee, weee. My assignment is incompleeeeete. Fast hands, classmate's homework and a pen - that's all I need to finish it. Hah. Unfortunately, before she collect the assigment, she mentioned the "no-solution-is-wrong" rule. Fuudggeee! Fast hands again and we finished yeah. Haha
THIRD CLASS Theo! Time to reflect. Hahaha kidding. he just discussed and nothing productive happened. As usual -_-
After class, we went to the "extension of UP Vargas" Hahahaha. Montana St, Sampaloc i guess? Hahaha. Apples asked how much each tattoo costs cos their planning to place a tattoo on their skin. Waaah =))) On our way back to Legarda, a very lucky thing happened.. THE RAIN FELL! A VERY HARD RAIN. We went to mcdo again to eat. Gaaah. Eating and eating -__-
THEN WE ALL WENT HOME period (:
Kahit gano pa sila kahalaga sayo. Kahit gano pa katagal yang pinagsamahan niyo. Kahit gano mo pa siya kamahal.. Kung sobrang nasasaktan ka na. Please lang, tama na. Hindi ka din naman magiging masaya kung ikaw na lang ang gumagawa ng paraan para maayos ang lahat. Sapat na yung panahong nagpakatanga ka para sa taong yun. Huwag mo nang ikulong yung sarili mo sa kalungkutan. Karapatan mo ding maging masaya at kaya mo ding maging masaya kahit wala siya.
Learn to let go of the things that hurt you.
Hi. Good morning, people :) I'm having a crisis about my history subject. Anyone, please pray for meee. So i need to memorize that preamble thingy and read the Article 2 Sec 1 of the Philippine Constitution and enumerate the different kinds of constitution and find what the 8 cardinal principles are all about. THEFUDGE! I'm an accounting major, okay?
Imma die young! Help me out!! Hahaha.
Did it just happen? Butt spelling in front of the whole class. Haaaah! Super duper ultra mega dignity lost. Haha. Yeaah. We butt spelled.
The story behind that stupid shit we did:
We are suppose to attend this group guidance. But this very kind guidance counselor gave us a 30-minute break because we haven't eaten our lunch yet. And so we went to McDo and we ate then we chitchat and what so ever. HAHA! Guess what? We are late. Very unusual, yeah? Because we are late, we have this some kind of a consequence to butt spell our nickname. MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT OF MY LIFEEEE!!!
PS: Thank you for my loving and kind blockmates that posted the video on Facebook. God bless, honeysss! xx