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[lil-melody]

Omg, I'm in the middle of "Love between fairy and devil" and I was already crying yesterday?

Like, the scene with Dongfang Quingcan and his father meeting in the afterlife, like... Can you stop?

This is such a tragic father-son story, help!

I'm happy that Dongfang Quingcan is on good terms with Xunfeng now tho ;u;

[bluepsychichumancop]

Lifes 3 biggest unanswered questions:

What is the meaning of life?

Is there a god?

Whose dick is in the microwave?

[lil-melody]

I finished playing Pokemon Black yesterday and what can I say? One thing for sure.

I cannot, simply cannot get enough of Ghetsis. I mean, look at him, read the monologue (mostly):

He has every character trait I absolutely adore in villains: big ego, self-confidence that skyrockets through the roof, he's a manipulator, he has his schemes, he uses other people to get what he wants, he knows he's powerful (the battle with him is A NIGHTMARE) and he will brag about it. He even thinks of himself as perfect!

And I was sitting there like: "Yes, dear, you are"

My moral compass is kicked out once more when it comes to him and I absolutely predicted that. Absolute fave, I want more of him, I need more of him!

And this one piece of dialogue just before the battle:

He was up for blood and if Pokemon weren't for children, he would straight up murder the player and I would be so freaking happy if this was an alternate ending when the player loses the battle. I know it wouldn't be graphic, because Pokemon, but still...

I JUST HAVE A NEW OBSESSION AND I NEED TO BRAG ABOUT HIM OKAY?!

[lil-melody]

The post below reminded me of what I said about Envy when favorite episodes kicked in.

I literally said: "He is the best example of a character where my moral compass is kicked out of the window and doesn't come back ever. He murdered an innocent child, heck, he probably murdered a lot more and after 14 years I still say: fuck this girl, he had fun!"

...I still stand by this...

[lil-melody]

Literally what happened yesterday:

Me: Ah, yes, I had to tell @juliearchery107 about my idea for saving Envy

Also me: *has it figured out in 40%, writes her an entire essay about it*

Can you imagine what a wall of text I would write if I had it figured out in 100%? With all needed explanation because she haven't seen the anime? I would write for an hour or more XD

[lil-melody]

Envy: *is literally the worst character, caused an entire war by killing an innocent child, this war ended with genocide, killed tons of people, is overjoyed by all of this, is a literal devil*

My 13 years old self: *has hearts in her eyes* I love him. No matter what he did, I love him! *has a strong obsession over him for 2 years straight*

My 21 years old self: *not as strong, but seeing Envy again was her motivation to rewatch the series* I still like him a lot 👀 *creates Emma* Yeah...

My 27 years old self: *is after watching her favourite episodes* He's the cutest, I LOVE HIM *proceeds to write fics*

History and obsessions love to repeat themselves

[lil-melody]

This is the first time I sat and thought for 20 minutes which screenshot to use for pfp. I never had such problems before! XD

But I'm happy with what I've chosen ^u^

[bluepsychichumancop]

does anyone else randomly remember that one falsettos mendel eats dirt fanfic where mendel loved dirt so much he secretly dug holes into his backyard and fucked the dirt and there were trees growing out of his semen and the there were a bunch of little mendel clones growing on the trees and he treated them like his children and trina kept telling him to throw them in the trash