@ycsman said : “ i just wanted to do something good for once. ” more prompts for your feels.
there’s so much that paul knows , so much that he wish he DIDN’T know , and so much more that he doesn’t but what he does know and understand is that his family are but human . they have all been through obstacles and traumas , and pain like no one has ever seen . all of it a test that ultimately brought them here to this moment . the difference is how the reacted to and processed their traumas
the coffee poured for his brother is only just that since paul doesn’t drink it . his own mug filled with tea and as he takes his mug he sits down at the kitchen island in front of john . sometimes it still hurts being privy to all the knowledge that he does , but he is still determined to find a SOLUTION . this . . . this might be a start .
❝ tell me , baby brother . how did it feel ?? ❞ there is HOPE . so much hope that he could choke on it that god has FINALLY led john down a path that doesn’t end in blood and water filled lungs . finding something good in john that he can tap into and hopefully spread across his heart is all he wants because its a path that leads to something BETTER . ❝ wanting to do good . . . surely there is some peace that you found . ❞