#yeah kay

[wehammeredanailintothewall]

http://wehammeredanailintothewall.tumblr.com/ask

you people know that it is perfectly okay to talk to me on here, right? more than welcome actually...

[whatswrongwithhishair]

okay so um i totally understand the part, that she wanted to be stronger in order to live without fear and after what she went through its kinda expected 

but

why the hell would you go after the guys that saved your ass

[ectoderm]

is anyone there

[sarcatt]

Things that annoy me about you: whenever I leave a comment you never reply back. You are one of the rudest people I know. You only care about popularity.

Thank

[angelkissesdean]

My head's spinning in circles cuz there's at least 2 never-ending arguments going on in my mind, at all times. One needs to be resolved or else I'm basically screwed for life. The other(s), well they can continue arguing.

And going off Ativan for now - Day One. This time around is going to be hell.

(Actually I might have to take it Monday otherwise it's going to be a realllllyyyyy awful chem lab test...)

I'm trying to figure this out. I'm trying to figure out why none of it makes any sense. I'm trying to figure out why I'm doing poorly in school NOW out of all years. I'm trying to figure out what the point of all this is; there doesn't seem to be one at all. I'm trying to figure out what the hell my purpose in the world is, especially since it seems the world doesn't want me here and doesn't want me to succeed at anything nor let me be happy.

I need, like, an extended break to find the answers to all of those. It's all dragging me down and I can't do work. Fairly certain at this point I'll be taking next semester off. Have to talk to my advisor and have to make my parents see that I'm dying. 

So now I have a choice: I can either put off homework and do it all tomorrow/Monday or do part of it now. All I really want to do is play Sims or Diablo or something. 

That's the other thing. I can't relax. My parents complain that I'm lazy and I'm never doing work, yeah okay, never doing work. More like always doing work then trying to relax and fucking failing. So it's like in the sims where if they're overworked they get that little stressed symbol and it shows x amount of hours that moodlet will last. Yeah well right now it's that stressed symbol with a ___ under it, i.e. indefinitely stressed because nothing works.

Though I actually feel slightly better today but by no means good. 

*Sigh* I guess I'm going to go do some of this chem bullshit now then Sims or Diablo or actually maybe Amnesia because that game is trippy and this withdrawal+trippy is great. Hahaha.

Mmmmmkay.

[deardailydesires-blog-blog]

This is why I never say what's on my mind. Because people get mad at me for feeling how I do

[sophiedevereauxs]

since emma asked for me to put it up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QgOBQH0drD8

[marianettie]

Whenever I see someone with those fake thick glasses I just want to grab them and throw it to the ground and yell, "BITCH I REALLY NEED GLASSES. KAY." And then walk away quickly before everything processes.