Dec 4, 2022
Next year is one month away. Let's reflect on this year, shall we? I'm queuing up some questions for folks to answer freely.
What new habits have you learned this year? Good? Bad?
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Next year is one month away. Let's reflect on this year, shall we? I'm queuing up some questions for folks to answer freely.
What new habits have you learned this year? Good? Bad?
Next year is one month away. Let's reflect on this year, shall we? I'm queuing up some questions for folks to answer freely.
Is there an item that you are glad to have acquired this year?
Mutuals, I'd love to hear your answers 💚
2016
january - dancing around my room on new year's morning, belief in starting again. coming home after school every day and singing at the top of my lungs in my kitchen, the whole house to myself. my trip to orlando with my dance team- roller coasters and excitement and feeling the joy of belonging to a group of people. anxiety that they still didn't really like me all that much. february - i don't remember much, which probably means i was depressed for most of the month. most likely found catharsis in writing dark stories for my creative writing class and listening to emo music very loudly in the halls. still singing and dancing in my kitchen. march - doubt and anxiety. questioning my sexuality. wishing for panic at the disco concert tickets and having a free festival show up in my lap. determination. the thrill of meeting someone new who has the same interests as you. joy in the belief that i can make anything happen. the best night of my life. april - storms on the inside and outside. the fear that comes with new hope. may - deep anxiety about college. a mixture of excitement and dread for summer to start. june - san francisco. feeling peace for the first time in a long time. accepting my sexuality. a sense of belonging to something greater than myself. belief in a future filled with happiness. july - another month i don't remember. probably spent a lot of time sleeping and feeling sad. august - pokemon go. flirting with my crush on snapchat. dance camp. the excitement of infatuation. a deep moment of realization filled with sadness when none of my friends remembered my birthday. september - confusion and frustration as i begin transitioning into a new group of friends. deciding to go to homecoming at the last minute and having a great time. october - cheering for a sport i don't care about with people i do. beating memorial. dressing up as the power puff girls for halloween. november - skype calls with juwon. college visit. some more sadness. december - stress. terrible mood swings. the lowest of lows and the mediocre-ist of highs. juwon telling me i would make a good therapist because i'm so good at listening. feeling pointless. deciding i'm not going to let that feeling win. apologizing to myself so that i can forgive myself. tearing apart so that i can rebuild. waiting.
Like honestly the amount of crazy things I've done and learned and felt and seen and the amount of closure I've gotten on things I never thought I would is UNREEALLLL~~ 2014 was actually bananas. Put that on the books. It was so so so painful and then it was finally the end of a really bad era. The dawn's gotta break sometime ya dig