#yeeeaahhhhhg

[midnightskraptor]

"I didn't mean it! I didn't know it would hurt!" - And yet it did, regardless of intent

Version without blood and yappa below the cut

Hhhhh, vent art I spent way too long on (It is past 6am as of writing this)

I constantly deal with worries about being dangerous. That anything I do, even words I speak, can and will cause others irreparable harm. It's hard not to self isolate a lot of the time. I'm worried people are afraid of me. I'm worried that they should be. I worry so much, that I need constant reassurance that people around me are actually ok with my presence. I forget that asking for that hurts people. Makes them think they did something wrong. I don't mean for this to happen of course, but it happens regardless. And yet the times I don't ask are the times I have to. Where I should be apologizing or giving comfort. And I'm silent in their moment of need. It feels like no matter which route I take, I will always be the bloodied monster in the room.

Anyway lowkey I took this as an opportunity to explore a redesign of Midnight because ohh my god do I hate the pink on him now. Idk I just feel it doesn't fit him. Kind of digging this design though, might make a few more ideas before committing to a ref. But hey! Figured out how to draw the bastard's face finally. Only took 3 and a half years! Hahaaa,,,