YEOSANG: What If...?
Genre: ☁️angst☁️
Summary: Yeosang has an extremely hard time dealing with your death.
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Dealing with your death was probably the hardest thing he's ever been trough.He never thought that he would loose the person he loved the most.
He didn't even tried to hide how he's feeling.And the members were concerned about that.Every night,they would hear Yeosang crying and screaming in his room.They've never seen him that heartbroken before.
The members loved you as well.Everytime you had enough time you came over to KQ and brought them food.You were pretty close to all of them,as they were treating you like a little sister.
But Yeosang,his heart is shattered into a million pieces,and everyone could feel it.Yeosang tried to act like it didn't affect him, especially now since their promotion for I'm The One started recently.
But the way he was looking at old pictures of you two,it was pretty obvious.No one could blame him.
Yeosang was in love with you,and he still is.Everytime he came home from a hard day at practice,you immediately came up to him and hugged him tightly.
When he was tired and you both were on the sofa together,he either laid his head on your lap so you could play with his hair,or he just putted his head on you shoulder,with your arms tightly wrapped around him.
He enjoyed this little moments with you.Those moments when you just showed him how much you love him and treasure him.
Treasure.The nickname you gave him on your first year anniversary.At first he didn't liked it,but he started to love it after the time.
Everytime you kissed him on his cheek,nose,temple,forehead,hair,lips...he just got thousands of butterflies in his stomach.
He missed this.Your presence,the love you held for him.
Never did he expect that the kiss you both shared before you left to go to your work/school would be your last one.
He was confused when he got a call,around am hour later,from your phone.He was expecting you to tell him that you forgot something,asking him if he could bring it to you.But when a nurse answered him,and told him that you've sadly passed away,his whole world crashed down on him.
He was blaming himself.He was asking himself,what if he would've been the one driving you?Would you be in his arms right now,cuddled up to him?
Would you still be wearing the promise ring he gave you a few months ago?The promise ring that now layed in his hand,his finger playing with the cold metal.He actually wanted to let it stay on your finger,but he choosed otherwise.He wanted to keep it with him anywhere he goes,the only jewelry that you wore everyday.Other than the ring he actually wanted to give you on your second year anniversary.
He planned everything.He planned a beautiful date with you,and at the end he wanted to ask you.
Will you marry me.
He wanted to marry you so bad.Being with you for the rest of his life.But he couldn't.He couldn't be with you now.
But what if this tragedy would've never happened?
What if...?