May 10, 2018
May dalwang box pa ko ng mga alak. Tapos na ko sa finals, at defense.
Tinawagan ko mga lasinggera sa room namin.
it seems like mamayang gabi may inuman nanaman.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
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May dalwang box pa ko ng mga alak. Tapos na ko sa finals, at defense.
Tinawagan ko mga lasinggera sa room namin.
it seems like mamayang gabi may inuman nanaman.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
"-you are someone that I adore. this is me being selfish, but can I be someone that you adore too?"
I am sorry for the pain I caused. I was like a tornado who came without a warning that blew up your guard and defenses. I never meant to make you feel that way but I didn’t know how to stop. I am sorry for adding up to your burden that time; I was supposed to be cheering you and encouraging you to carry on, yet I was the one who made you feel worse. And most especially, I am sorry because I didn’t fight for you when that was the exact thing you were expecting from me.
but it’s not fair, that someone always loves more, tries a little harder, always ends up hurting, even when they gave everything they could.
An Ode to Fear
Fear.
We all have it
Fear follows us
Fear stalks us
Fear controls us
It is all we can think sometimes
Fear sleeps with us
Fear eats with us
Fear surrounds us
Fear is everywhere we turn
However
Fear is afraid of itself and so
Fear makes you a complete
Opposite of yourself
Draining every bit
Of confidence your body has
Fear tricks you of your potential
Wiping away all credentials
You're not scared of the dark
You're afraid of what's in it
You're not scared of heights
You're afraid of falling
You're not afraid of the people around
You're afraid of the rejection
You can try to murder it
Slash it
Burn it
Stab it
Tear it apart
Letting the blood drip
The fear you've created
The fear that crept out of your
Thoughts and feelings
If you deny it
It will continue to feed
Not on food
Oh no
But on you
Fears keep us from
Achieving our goals
Risks our happiness
As they grin in delight
Thirsty from our plight
Darkness!
Snakes!
Clowns!
Insects too
Don't even bother
Trying to argue
We whine and complain
Filling ourselves with disdain
So you can try to murder
Get on a getaway vehicle
And run
Or you can try to face them
Tell them who's really in control:
You or them?
Maybe you'll end up in the cold
After all,
The decisions are all yours.
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"Nobody else is dealing with your demons
Meaning maybe defeating them
Could be the beginning of your meaning, friend."
Kitchen sink--Twenty One Pilots
getting ready for prom huhuhu
let's go my loves!
Happy saturday everyone!