#yesitsawful

[cleanskies]

"Now are you referring to the existing levels of awfulness, or this new levels of awful?"

"It's awful."

[nonsensically-put]

I’m just so tired I want to curl up and rot

Not much more to it than that

I wish there was more but the more I think about my head the more my head will get ahead with worries about past mistakes

Just let me be free I beg

But it is life who chains me down, her voice like a siren as I fight to stay awake

Like a moth to a light

But the voice does not chain me down it is I with my pale wings and rusty crown that pushes on my wrists to keep me to the floor

As I’m curled up and rotting and losing the war