#yierly thinks

[yierrem]

lighterwise brainrot but its the song nasa iyo na ang lahat because its quite literally them, i fear….

like…

“lahat na mismo nasa ‘yo; ang ganda, ang bait, ang talino […] kaya nung lumapit ka sa’kin ay bigla akong nahilo; ‘di akalaing sabihin mong ako na ‘yon ang hinahanap mo”

eng trans: “you already have everything; the beauty, the kindness, the brains […] so when you approached me, i suddenly got dizzy; i never would’ve thought you would say the one you’re looking for is me”

lighter whose heart was slowly but surely captured by wise who’s smart, caring, and attractive in a quiet, almost gentle way (definitely not projecting my super secret big fat crush on wise). the proxy’s too good for him, though, he thinks. wise is skilled at what he does, whether it be through managing the video store or working as phaethon. he’s amicable, too, even if he’s a little mysterious or closed-off sometimes, and, to top it all off, he’s pretty…

but all lighter can do is admire from afar. he wouldn’t want to impose on wise. besides, he probably has a lot on his plate due to the two jobs he has to juggle with his sister and, considering that the proxy had such a well-rounded personality and attractive characteristics, there was sure to be lots of people in pursuit of his favor.

(that's not to say lighter isn't attractive, though. he literally gets love letters-- which usually come along with letters aiming to challenge him but that's irrelevant-- and i do have eyes, thank you very much.)

he just thinks he's too much or not enough to be a lover for wise. lighter's past isn't quite as clean as he'd like it to be and he believes he's a little rough around the edges in terms of emotional availability, personality, and appearance, among other things.

so when the proxy confesses one day, the biker’s brain just... ceases all its functions because ??? what??? me?? he feels nothing and everything all at once because wise (wise!!!) just told him he likes him romantically. while he struggles to process this fact, a surge of courage just runs through wise and he pulls lighter in by the lapels of his leather jacket and its game over for the undefeated (now defeated) champion.

...sarap siguro magmahal pag panalo.

eng trans: must be nice to love if you're a winner.

[yierrem]

having thoughts about a ratiorine / aventio hotel del luna au even though i never finished the drama (horrible attention span…) (i should finish it this year)

i just think they fit the main characters’ personalities… ratio as chansung who’s stoic, rational, but soft-hearted; having graduated from a top university abroad and returning to work for a corporation that fits their achievements and resume. aventurine as manwol who’s condemned to live beyond their years as the owner of a supernatural inn/hotel for the dead for centuries. they enjoy living in luxury and sometimes have unpredictable tempers, but in reality they’re somewhat lonely and are continuously haunted by their past.

after aventurine asks ratio to work for his hotel, they’ll constantly butt heads due to their differences and the circumstances that put them in their positions, but eventually warm up as they continue working together. the more they learn about each other, something more develops between them both but again and again are stopped by their circumstances, which makes them hesitate to pursue whatever it is between them.

also i really just want to see how ratio is with spirits or ghosts and whatnot. and iu’s fits in the drama were so good, i want to dress aventurine up in them…. mercy….