Apr 5, 2017
Finished a history project !
And it's 12:04 and I'm just thinking about self esteem: It's honestly so weird how I find people to be absolutely breathtaking. Just something about you that I can't explain. People make me happy. But then when I think about myself I think of everything grotesque and horrifyingly to the point I've demoralized myself. It's honestly so fascinating how low my self esteem is. And then I wonder about those people who I find to be amazing, and how they think of themselves,, and how they've had the same thoughts about themselves. Then I think about how people probably have thought of me to be breath taking and beautiful--nah