Slowly letting my sorrows out
Today has been a challenge. It was today that I chose to let the few people that I trust know what's been going on in my mind. All the things I've hidden, I exposed to them. I asked for one simple condition, though. After my stories, they should never, ever, let him be in any of our conversations again. With each person, I've cried all my sorrows. I made sure to rid myself of all the sadness and hatred that he has made feel. It was such an amazing day. I know I will still cry because of him, but I am content with the fact that whatever happens, my trusted friends will wipe every tear away with their comforting words and warm hugs. I really missed you today and it will suck for me 'cause I won't be with you as you chase for your dreams, but I'm happy I contributed to your positive mindset. Now I'll go ahead and get what I'm worth. It's about time for me to be an overconfident little lady. LOL I promise you that in a few years, you'll see me while I'm wearing my white lab coat as a Family Nurse Practitioner. I'm sure that the person I'll be marrying someday is going to do big things, too and I am so grateful, because he's waiting and working patiently to be someone who deserves me. That's why it's right to say that I will work my ass off to be someone that he deserves, too. :)